Regret

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JUSTINS pov
3 months pregnant
I start to regret having another baby but I don't know why, but I'm also feeling really dysphoric, so I don't want to do anything today I just want to stay home in bed with my baby. And babies.

Raegans pov
Justin. Justin.
I start to make my way upstairs, but I hear sobbing.

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JUSTINS pov
By the time, I got up and walked to the bathroom locking the door.
Why am I so ugly, fat loser, raegan never wanted you.
I did it
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Raegans pov
The sobbing was coming through the bathroom? 
Oh no,  JUSTIN JUSTIN BABE OPEN UP.

JUSTINS pov
I quickly clean my cuts and the open the door,  yeah babe what's up.

Raegans pov.
Oh thank god I thought you cut.

JUSTINS pov
I had a face full of regret but I simply faked smiled and said,  I didn't babe.  I'm fine, in my head i was thinking, yeah I'm fine,  messed up, emotional, fat, suicide, unhappy, screaming for help, tired of living.
I'm fine, I simply say.

Raegans pov
Ok. I knew he wasn't fine......

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