A missing part of me

A missing part of me part 4

a few weeks later....

SPENCER's POV

so Maribeth has been staying here w/ us for quite a while now.. but gahhh! she's so stubborn! hardheaded she never listen to me..! she even called me annoying and ma-kuh-lit!.. I dont even remember a single day that we dont argue.. all I want her to do is for her and mom to talk things out.. thats all I want her to do and yet she kept on saying "not now I'm not ready yet!" the hell! its been weeks that she stays here.. when on earth would she be ready??... aggghhh and now were both stuck together and I have to baby sit her! I have a damn headache and I have no time to agrue w/ her reasons.. and now were here stuck in the middle of nowhere! inside the car w/ a damn flat tires and to add up we cant call for help coz its raining hard... and both of our phones r lowbat! agggrrr.!

"ahhhhhh...! kainis kainis..! sa-lahat ba naman ng oras.. sa lahat ba naman ng lugar.. at sa lahat ba naman ng tao.. sa ganitong oras.. at sa ganitong lugar.. at sa sobrang malas... sa lalaking to pako.. naiwan!.. lecheng buhay to!.. kunikulit na nga ako sa bahay.. ma ii-stranded pako kasama tong mokong na to! at ang busit na phone ko bakit ngaun pa na lowbat!..pavolunteer volunteer pa na samahan akong mamili.. tapos palpak din pala dinala niyang kotse! leche talaga leche!.".said maribeth so we've been stuck here for 4hours now and its getting really dark.. and this girl besides me kept on nagging around.. talking ang talking blah blah blah! its so annoying seriously! somebody kill me now!

can you please.. please! just please give me a moment of silence??? what so damn ever you do.. were stuck here ok?? its raining hard and getting really dark.. where is the middle of nowhere so whatever you say wont matter.. nobody will hear you but me..! there wont be any help until morning! not unless the rain stops.. and we can walk and find some help ok?? so can you pls.. stop talking for a sec. and give me some silence! I have a damn headache and your adding to it! --- I said to her in a loud voice.. she's so loud and it annoys me so much! as if my head wants to explode! and aggrrr... and I think my headache's getting bad..

alam mo kasalanan moto eh!.. this is all your fault!.. ang sabi ko kanina mag tataxi nalang ako dahil kaya kong sarili ko! pero eto ka si mama's boy.. ang angas angas..! "no no its getting dark outside..its dangerous for you to go alone and Ivan's not home yet I'll  give you a ride I know a short cut" nag piprisinta palpak naman pala.. tapos ngaun ako tong pinassasabihan mo ng silence?? che! silence your face! ---- said maribeth

MARI-CAR! --- I said in a really loud and serious voice this time she can see i'm serious.. and thank GOD I finally shut her guts!

dont you hear me?? I said please?? didn't I?? I'm serious! I have a damn headache and its killing me!.. fine  this is all my fault.. I'm so sorry because I'm just really concern about you going out all by yourself.. and I'm sorry your stuck here in this hell hole w/ me... I'm sorry we cant do anything but wait.. I'm sorry alright?? ----- I said to her.. this time I'm talking in a mellow/soft voice... I dont know what her reaction coz I didn't bother looking at her while saying those words.. seriously.. I have no Idea why I even volunteered on acompaning her on the first place.. all I know is that she have this big impact on me.. that I dont even know..

after that all I hear is the fast droping of the rain.. its so quiet inside the car now.. thank God .. I can finally rest my head ... but then by curiosity I tilt my head a bit and tried to see what maribeth was doing.. she was there sitting w/ her face facing the othere side.. I can see half of her face and I can tell.. she look sad.. its just weird that right now.. I feel something hurting inside of me seeing her like that.. as if.. as if.. I wanted to take away those sadness in her face..

but what can I possibly do.. for she told me all I did to her Is to annoy her and give her headaches.. so how can I possibly make her happy.. I dont know.. I dont even know.. why I'm thinking of her like this.. I .... i think I'm getting crazy.. a'm I?? well i'm pretty much talking to my self now right??.. aggghhh.. spencer! whats wrong w/ you!.. ah what ever.. I think its better this way.. coz If I tried to talk again we might argue again and I dont want that to happen.. I will just take a nap and hopefully the rain will stop.. zZZZZzzzzzz