Depression

14

Mani

I woke up and looked on my side to see it was empty again I sighed and sat up after that one phone call he hasn't answered me again and my feelings are hurt

I just want us to last and be happy I don't have work today so I'm just gonna stay in unless Peylon wanna do some -

Pey: Can I talk to you ...

Me: Come on in

She came in and made herself comfortable under the covers and sighed

I nodded for her to talk and she did

Pey: The other day when I got out the shower... Leon walked in on me by mistake every since then it's been hard for me to tell him that's it's ok

Me: Oh I thought you was saying on purpose but it's ok he just have to be more careful buuut do you like him?

Pey: What no? He's like a brother to me

Me: Yeah ok but we staying in or going out somewhere today

Pey: Since that bad baby gone we can go get lunch you been sleep all day

Lucas

Me: It's sad to see cuz go but I'm sure he in a better place cause him and his father was nothing but help to me and Leondre Unc if you ever need me I'm here for ya and we all know that if he was here he wouldn't want us all down he was a positive man *sighs* Love ya Blake

Everybody who wasn't crying clapped and I looked at Blake in the casket and sat down next to my mama and Leon I just put my head down

Mama: It's ok son he's in a better place

She rubbed my back

After the funeral

I helped my mama into the car and we went to get some to eat

While I was driving I was trying not to think about Mani but I can't help it all mama gon do is ask me questions on if I'm ok

I parked and we went inside and waited for a table

Lady: Sir this table is available let me clean it tho

I seen Peylon come from the table and when she seen me her eyes got big

Me: Wassup

Pey: Hey

Leon didn't say none and I looked at him cause they like bestfriends then Mani came around and walked straight pass me she didn't even notice me

I sighed and was finna say something but my mama walked us to the table

And we started talking

Mama: First off who was those girls

Leon sighed and looked at me

Me: That's my girl and her cousin

Mama: Your girl? Y'all didn't even say none to each other

Me: We going through it ma

Mama: Don't stress over these no good women son

I gave her look

Leon: No good? Mani is awesome she just got herself caught up ma

Mama: Well I see you've taught my boy how to speak up when he want anyways don't take that personal I'm a woman she's a woman ik how it is plus I seen that look on your face ... not that deep

Who df she think she talking to?

Me: Why we here?