Dear diary,
..sometimes i feel sad..but than again i feel kinda okay.. And sometimes i really don't know how i feel..i was trying to find so many ways to be happy..but there's so many reasons..why i'm sad..upset..so lonely..and broken.
I'd like to say i'm okay..but i'm not.. I can't sleep because i'm thinking about you..you're in my mind 24 hours a day..how can i forget you ?..all those moments..those feelings..yes, sometimes i'm scared of my feelings to you..i'm scared of what i can do to myself..i'm scared of everything..and i'm scared because you left me..and i can't be without you..i can't.
..i should hate you..i really should..but i love you so fucking much..and i can't stop falling in love with you..i'm scared to go away without you by my side.
Actually..i don't know how i feel.
I don't know.. I don't know anything.
..but..that's okay.
