The Feeling (bwwm)

• tragedy •

Aj

Why in the hell did I agree to this? I don't know why I let them persuade me to come. Andrea said "Oh it'll be fun. You'll meet new people. It'll be fun..." she said.

I've been here for about an hour and i'm not having to much fun. All I smell is weed, sweat, & sex. My dress is a little too tight. (Picked by Andrea). This was all a bad idea.

"AJ" Jorge, one of the baseball players called. I turned my attention & he waved me over.

"Come play this game with us" I slowly walked over with my head down. I saw liquor bottles & red cups.

"So the game goes like this.." He started explaining. There were about 10 others in a circle.

"We dare you to do something & if you do it, you're safe. If you don't, you take a drink of our choice. Ready?" He explained then asked everyone. We nodded and the game started.

About 10 minutes into the game I had about 2 cups. Everyone else did all of theirs because they were easy. They gave me explicit & hard ones. It was my turn again.

"Aj, we dare you to... strip." Andrea said smirking at the rest of the group. I shook my head immediately. I wasnt comfortable with doing that. I was already drunk, so I just decided to drink one more time & quit the game.

After that drink I tried standing up. Wobbling & stumbling, I finally managed.

"Here. Let me help you.." Jorge said chuckling. I wasn't in my right state of mind so I said "okiedokeeeeee" while giggling.

We ended upstairs in a bedroom. I layed on the bed & turned over, trying to at least sleep. I knew I had too much to drink & knew better than to keep moving a lot.

Jorge was standing beside the bed watching me. He started to feel me up. What the hell was he doing?

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"Stop. What are you doing? Stop please!" I said raising my voice noticing what he was doing.

"We both know you want me as much as I want you Aj. Just go with it. I promise you'll enjoy it." He said starting to unzip his pants.

"Please don't do this!! I'm begging you. STOPP!!

He started to pull my underwear down. That's when I started to hit him. He had gotten frustrated & punched me. That's the last thing I remember before darkness.

"Ouch. What the f- " I sat up. Where am I? I looked around. Confused. I start to remember that I was dragged to this party. I looked down & I still had on my dress. When I tried to get up, I felt the worst pain in-between my thighs.

I started to walk downstairs & all I saw were knocked out teens. I saw my phone on a counter, grabbed it then walked out the door.

My private area was hurting really bad. The house the party was thrown at wasn't too far from my house, so I got there quickly. There weren't any cars in the driveway, so I was home alone.. like always.

Going straight up to room, I plugged up my phone & got into the shower. As I was bathing I noticed blood running down my leg and the worst pain ever.

"Aah! What the hell is that?" I said tears brimming my eyes, then darkness.

"Honey.. wake up." When I opened my eyes, there was a bright light & beeping. Where am I?

Looking over I see my mom. She looked exhausted & she was crying.

"What happened?" I said confused as ever.

"Oh baby, um I came home & heard the water running & I saw you passed out. I called the paramedics. Do you remember what happened?" She said worried & nervous like.

"All I remember is going to the party last night. Why? What's wrong with me?" Just as she was about to answer, the doctor came in with a small smile on his face.

"Well hello, Aj. How are you feeling?"

"I'm aching but thats it. What happened?"

"Well sweety, we checked you out & we found alchohol in your system. We also noticed the bleeding from you vaginal area & did some tests. I'm sorry, but it looks like you were sexually abused or raped."

When those last words came out of his mouth, the whole word stopped. Tears formed. I was confused. What did he mean... I was raped.

"We don't know who the person is but we're working on figuring it out. There are police outside waiting to talk to you. Is that okay?" I just nodded not knowing how to take this.

Two officers came in. One female & one male.

"Hi Ms. Thompson. We're just here to ask questions. I'm Officer Johnson & this is Officer Morris. What do you remember from last night?"

"Uhm.. well we were playing drinking games & I remember drinking too much. Then waking up the next morning in a lot of pain." I was still trying to take this in.

"Do you remember who you were with?"

"Just some kids from the cheerleading squad & baseball team."

"Names?"

"Andrea Jordan & Jorge Butcher are the only two I actually knew."

"Well okay. Thanks. We'll get back to you." With that, they walked out.

I look over at my mom. What did I get myself into. Who would do this too me. Why did this happen to me. I broke down in sobs.

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