secrets

"NO I will not go through this with you again you broke my heart and you think I will forgive you like you did nothing "

"no just please give me one more chance and I will make it up to you I promise Baby I love you so much I would do anything for you

He does this to me over and over again I don't know if my heart can take any more of this pain love him dearly but I need someone won't hurt me ,who will treat me how I deserve, because deep down inside I know he will never change .

"Liz did you hear me I'm so sorry and it wont happen again I love y_"

"I heard you mike and I am so serious if this happens again you wont have anther chance I love you and all but you keep hurting me and I can not handle this anymore "I say to him

My brain and my heat were yelling to completely different things my brain was telling me dump him like yesterdays trash , but my heart took over and forgave him. I know this was not really his fault that his mom hates me but he needs to stat standing up for me and himself he is a man !

He wraps his arms around me and lifts me up into a hug and kisses many times

"I love you Elizabeth I really do and I am so sorry for the way my family treats you and the way I made you feel like I don't care about you I really do I care more than anything else in this world, and for Jennie I have never had any feelings for he ever! she's the one that's alwa_ "he says to while looking me deep in the eyes

"shhhh stop explaining love you too babe I always will and that's all that matters "I reply

"I'll make you dinner then we can go of to bed "mike says

I nod then go sit on the coach and watch gossip girl. This episode is so good I just love this show because of all the drama its just amazing, I would never want all this drama in my life though . I feel my phone vibrate so I look down at it and see its a txt from my best fiend Betsy

please call me its urgent something horrible happened I need someone to talk too but

okay I call you now ! I reply

I am so worried what could have happened that's so bad. I dial her number and put the pone to my ear the phone rings twice before she answers

"hello "I say

"hey "she whispers

"why are you whispering? what's going on? what happened ? "I ask

"can you come over to my house I cant tell you this over the phone" she says to me

"Mike I have to go I know you making dinner and it smells great but there's an emergency with Betsy "I say

"What's wrong with her ??"he asks

"Umm I'm not sure but it sounds serous "I say as I peck his cheeks grab my keys and head out to Betsy house I drive down the street to Betsy .

I knock twice on her,the door slowly opens and I enter and close it behind me.Her blue eyes are filled with fear and are bloodshot,her blonde her is a mess and her clothes are dirty .

"Betsy what's going what happened "I ask

"Ummm I ...I ..."she stutter while tears start to flood down her face

"You what ?it's okay you can tell me "

"I...i kill__ ....I killed someone "

"WHAT !! who ? why ? omg you could get arrested this is horrible "

My head is spinning what does she mean she killed someone.betsy is my BestFriend I don't think se could someone and I think I want to call the police but I can't do that to her she has always been there for me and I need to be here for her she trusted me to tell .

"Look Liz you have to promise not to tell anyone I was just defending my self he was going to hurt me "

"Who ?"

"Steve..."

"Steve Wilson as in your ex boyfriend "

"Yes well we we're try to work things out so he took me on a date by cliff morta to have a picnic and watch the sunrise,i thought it would be romantic...."

"Them what happened "

"The date was going well but we started arguing Like usual and he hit him right across my face he tried to hit me again but I pushed him he tumbled back lost his balance and fell of the cliff I freaked out and walked all the way home " she's says then taking a deep breathe and sitting on the coach

"Wow I don't know what to tell you,you could her arrested if the police find out this is so serious "

"I know I feel so guilty I didn't mean for this to happen I was just scared I didn't want him to hurt me again.i don't wanna go to prison I can't"she says while starting to sob

"Well we just have to wait eventually they will find the body and probably think it was an accident and everything will be okay so just go to bed and we'll talk morning "

"I don't want to stay here alone please stay "

"But Mike is expecting home we just solved our problems I don't want him to get mad just come with to my apartment and you can stay with me and mike till everything is okay "I say to her

The drive back to my apartment quiet not a word is said the whole ride

"Mike I'm home Betsy staying the night okay "I yell as I open the door

I walk into the dinning room and it there are candles everywhere and on the small table are two plates filled with food.i can't BELIVE he planned this romantic night for me and I ruined it for him .He stands up from the table not saying a word to me and walks into the bed room .

"Betsy you can go in our Guest room "I say she nods a walks into the room

I go over to my bedroom.mike is laying in bed by the lol I'm his face I can tell he is angey.

"Baby I'm sorry she really needed me I never meant to ruin the night "I say to him

"It's alright let's just go to bed I'm tired

The next morning

I feel the bright sun shinning on my face.i open my eyes and stretch,i feel as if I just later down to sleep but it's time to get up already,i wish everything that happened last night was all a dream. I get up and start to make breakfast and turn on the news

"A man was found at cliff montra he fell of the cliff and is surprisingly still alive,doctors say it's a miracle that he is alive but by don't know if he will make it,his Injures are very extensive " the news reporter says

Omg he's still alive Betsy didn't kill anyone that's great.i run I to the guest room and Jump I to the bed with Betsy in it

"He's alive !!"i say

"What ??"

"They found him on the news said he's still alive you didn't kill him "I say

"Really ?that's such a relief I wk t have this guilt following me around anymore ! I have to go to the hospital and see him "

"Do you need a ride ?"

"No I have to do this alone and I need time I think so I'll get going right now "she says to while getting of the bed putting her shoes on and heading out the door