I saw her there
Her tears is very visible
I know she cried a lot
I've seen her lost
The sun shines so bright
But i don't want it there
I want the rain
I want to darken those shinny sky
I wanted thunder shouting how coward i am
I want the storm who could tell the world how i fell
Instead of that bright sun
Instead of the light it sending
I don't feel happy as it was
I just wanted to burn in hell
I know i deserve the torment it would give
I know i deserve all the hatred
I want them to shout it my face
I want them to hate me as i hate myself to death
I want them to wish me dead
I want that feeling rather than this conscience
The conscience eating me
I know i could still save him from that burning fire
But i was scared that's why i left
I let that fire eat my bestfriend alive
