"That's it, even after 3 years Jeff? Y-you just can't do it anymore? What did I do wrong?"
"Nothing"
With that the most important person in my life, walked away from me.
You used to tell me that you loved me once What happened, what happened? Where is this all coming from? What happened, what happened? You say I'm crazy and there's nothing wrong You're lying and you know I know Baby what have we become? What happened?
He's my everything. What did I do to make him hate me. Where did I go wrong? These questions ran through my head, like they were in a marathon. I was just stuck there in my place on the bed, were he told me he couldn't do it anymore.
We used to never go to bed angry But it's all we ever do lately And you're turning away like you hate me Do you hate me, do you hate me, oh
You can take this heart Heal it or break it all apart No, this isn't fair Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah ha Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah ha Love me or leave me here, yeah
My thoughts were interrupted by my twin brother Montgomery quietly knocking on my bedroom door,
"Hey boots, how are you doing?" He asked quietly using my childhood nickname he gave me, cause I used to wear boots all the time.
"I don't know Mont, to be honest with you. I feel no emotions anymore." I responded oblivious to the tears running down my face.
He knelt down in between my legs and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in close and tight. I hugged him back not wanting my older, by 5 minutes, twin brother to let go. He truly was my best friend. He is a dick to everyone else, but me. We tell each other everything.
"Monty, I l-lost everything, h-he was my ev-everything and not o-only that I-I lost my best friend, Hannah's gone g-gone. I don't u-understand why he left me." I balled into my brothers shoulder, "was I not good enough, n-not nice enough, not pretty enough, not skinny enough?" I was sobbing
"Hey, hey shhh, you are more than enough. He just couldn't see that anymore I guess. Everything will be okay I promise. I will be here for you through everything." Monty looked me in the eyes and took his thumb up to wipe away my tears. "Get some sleep boots, we have school in the morning." He slowly stood up and I stood up with him giving him one last big hug. He kissed me on the head and walked into his room, leaving me once again with my thoughts.
I walked over to my dresser, and threw on my spandex and a hoodie for pajamas,
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I layed in bed and closed my eyes hoping that this was all a dream, hoping when I wake up I'll have a good morning beautiful text from him, hoping it was all just a horrible nightmare. Some where during that time of thinking, I passed out.
