So I just feel like a bother to everyone and that I'm always in the way... I can't sleep anymore and all I think about is Braeden... I'm a week clean... I don't know how much longer I can go... I slap my wrist with a ponytail as a coping thingy. My friends tell me to stop, but am I supposed to do? I can't stop... I just need like an actual person to talk to... I can't tell anyone because then they'll put me in like a mental institute or something.
