Birthmarks-Phan AU

-Chapter 1-

48 hours. That was all. Only 2 days until Dan Howell finds out who his "soulmate" is. Everyone he knows is excited. Everyone but him. He really doesn't care about all of this love business. What is the point of it? That is the only question he ever asks when someone is talking about it. Sure, when he says this he gets a few odd looks, but he's curious. What's wrong with being curious? He just doesn't get it. What he's worried about is if his "soulmate" is a girl. He's not too sure, but he thinks he might be gay. He doesn't have the guts to tell anyone though. What if they don't accept him. His life isn't the worst but he's sure that if he tells someone he might be gay, it would ruin everything.

-DAN'S POV-

I'm really not looking forward to Thursday. I'm scared. What if my birthmark is wierd? What if it doesn't show up at all? Has that ever happened? Surely it must have. What if I'm the first. No-one would like me then. I'd never have anyone. My family would most definately push me out and I don't have any friends houses to go to.As, well, I don't have any friends.

-3RD PERSON VIEW-

"DANIEL JAMES HOWELL! GET DOWN HERE NOW" Dan's mum shouts

Dan is taken from his thoughts.

"SORRY. I'll be right down." He replies. He slowly gets up from his comfortable position in which he was thinking and trudges downstairs. He is met by his mother and father.

"I called you 3 times. What were you doing!?" His mother says.

"Sorry, I was lost in my thoughts..." Dan replies,mumbling.

"It's fine son just come and eat your tea." His father says calmly.

"Fine"

-DANS POV-

I got away from it that time. Phew. My mum thinks I'm wierd. Ever since I started asking about my birthmark and the point of it she's thought of me as wierd. My dad however as always been there. He's answered all my questions and told me to ignore my mum. I love him for that and I really don't know what I'd do without him. My brother has always been my mums favourite. He's perfect. He always gets straight A's and never gets detention. I, on the other hand always get C's and D's and am constantly getting detentions. After coming back from one my mum always shouts at me and tells me I'll never be as good as Adrian. I always feel terrible after those 'talks to'. And my dad never gets back from work till late so I can't even talk to him until he's back.