What is peace? Is it just freedom from disturbance or tranquility? Deep down you and I both know that peace is so much more. Maybe there is no physical pain, maybe there is no physical war but I am still not peaceful. Why? Because there is a battle that I am fighting within myself. A battle that cannot be divided, a battle that cannot be helped, a battle that still cannot be disputed alone, a battle that cannot be intelligible, a battle that's so heavy to fetch in my sense. There is no disturbance but I am still broken because I am fighting this battle all alone. Well I know how my brains make it worse by not being able to function properly through out the battle. I see millions of feelings, millions of thoughts and millions of questions running towards me in despair and seems like it's going to wreck me completely. Why are they so eager to do so?
And I spend most of my time asking myself. Will it get better?
My emotions within me are fighting to be heard first; the anger, frustration, sadness, grief, guilt, fear, everything. Why do I spend sleepless nights? It's not what I choose. It's the choice of my emotions that create a chaos in my head taking away the faculty of choosing.
PEACE is not just a word but it's an emotion that describes how I feel, what I want and what I have. Relationships definitely bring peace to me. My emotions when I feel safe and secure, my emotions when I realize the value of the relationship and my emotions when I can feel I have the best.
In my sense peace is disrupted when a relationship ends and then I see the unhappiness rushing towards me like the waves to the shore.
Physical fitness cannot be well described as peace. How well I describe peace is a sense of relief that occurs with a touch. A feeling that is emotionally connected and love that is beyond measures. A stress relief that brings the actual "PEACE",and there comes peace with the love of my mother.
I can close my eyes and feel the air I breathe, rushing through giving me chills and feeling emotionally relaxed, with less effort of thinking and less of a burden on mind and in heart.
That brings more harmony than a battle, everything settled...where the emotions and my thoughts of the moment answer my question to its best.
It will turn into a regret if you miss the opportunity of feeling the actual PEACE. Take it because not everyone is heaven-sent to perceive it.
LOVE PEACE. LIVE PEACE. LET PEACE IN.
