Wus Good / Curious by PARTYNEXTDOOR smoothly played throughout my condo while poetic justice glistened from the tv .
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Nina 🍷
How can somebody that love you bring you down to your lowest ? I felt so unwanted and betrayed . My whole body became numb to the thought that my boyfriend of 4 yrs was creeping around on me behind my back .
I thought he loved me . I thought I was enough for him , but I should've noticed the signs .
He'd always claim he had to work late or he was with his boys , he would constantly change his phone password , he would always ignore unknown numbers that kept calling , he started canceling our plans , he stopped saying " I love you " , and he even stopped looking at me how he used to .
I slightly chuckled as I reread the messages over . I was far from sad , I wanted to fuck this nigga up , but I knew that time wouldn't be on my side .
I had drunk the last little bit of hennessy from the bottle and thumbed away the tears that kept trying to fall .
Never Again 🙄
My thoughts were interrupted by constant knocking at the door .
I walked toward the door and looked through the peep-hole only seeing him looking drained and nervous .
" What do you want ? "
" Open the door nina . I'm sorry I put you through all this shit , I don't love her , I love you . She didn't mean nothing to me , I don't know what I was thinking . " , he said as he rubbed the back of his neck .
I held my 9mm in my hand as I slowly unlocked the door . This nigga even had the nerve to bring flowers and chocolate like all is forgiven ; he got the wrong bitch .
" What made you come here quincy ? You want to continue to feed me your bullshit excuses . I understand I wasn't good enough for you , ok ! I'm never good enough for anybody ! You don't have to keep telling me these excuses that aren't going to make up for shit ! If you cared , why did you lie to me ? If you cared about me how could you step out & get another bitch pregnant bro ? " , I said as I walked to the bed & grabbed the other Hennessy bottle while taking another swig .
I didn't even notice that I was crying until I felt the warm drops fall down my face . He then had the nerve to walk over to me , like it's no point to care now .
His 6'1 husky figure towered over me , and I looked up and noticed that he was looking deep into my soul with his crystal-like brown almond eyes . They held all his emotions including his current emotion that held sympathy .
" What are you still doing here ? You must want a cookie for apologizing ? Like that shit gone help . You didn't seem to care then when I didn't know , so why care now ? What happened ? She must've made you mad , so now you trying to get even ? "
" I'm here because I want you ! I want us ! Can you just give me another chance ? I need you nina ! I'm nothing without you , you made me into the man I am today . You was there when nobody else was . You was even there when I was in the hospital fighting for my life after I got shot and the bullet punctured one of my lungs . Please don't throw what we had away ."
" Understand this play boy , you must be smoking dick if you think I'm going to give you another chance , I think the fuck not . This ain't no t.i. and tiny affair . I didn't need you back then and I don't need you now . I'm gonna move past it , and keep it pushing . I - "
" Are you done ? I'm tired of you throwing up the shit I've done , I came to right my wrongs , but you won't even let me do that. If I didn't care about you I wouldn't even be trying to be honest charmaine . I was thinking with my dick , and I'm sorry. I'm - "
I pointed my gun at his temple watching him become silent as a mouse .
" So what's the procedure when you have a gun to your head ? "
" What ? "
"I said what's the fucking procedure when you have a gun to your head ?! "
" I don't know "
" I would murk your ass right here right now , but your not even worth doing jail time over . You can get the fuck out and don't bother on coming back , just leave me alone . You told me that you didn't want a relationship , you said you didn't love me anymore , But was quick to cuff , and knock up another bitch "
He didn't even bother to look me in my eyes , he just hugged me gently while planting a kiss on my temple , he then placed the chocolate and flowers on the table , and walked out .
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I've managed to write 848 words ❤️ , but the next chapters should be longer because I have alot more juicy things to add .
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