Eyes can only see what they want
When they're open minded to the thought
Of getting hurt again beaten to the bone
With the thought of all your worst events
You said just look (you just look) don't touch
Oh you think you know
It's exactly what you want for love, love
Your heart without a key and just is lock to bleed
This wreck you've made it's all you'll need. - Built For Blame, Get Scared.
I fake a smile everyday, I say " I'm OK" when I'm really not. I'm broken inside, I'm having trouble accepting that this is my hell, that my home... is hell. Every single day I stuggle with keeping myself calm, the anger inside me building with every second I'm being screamed at, with every second I'm being pushed around.
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