My father never did like me. He always thought I was a disgrace to society. Always thinking he'd be better off without me. One day i'd show him.. One day.
After a long repeated argument about me always staying out late. I decided to leave cause I got sick of hearing the same old shit. The same old words repeated over and over in my head.
"You're worthless"
"You should just leave, he doesn't like you anyways"
Finally my thoughts processed and I took it all to consideration. That's how it all began...
I thought of just going into town and hanging out with some friends, but I thought maybe it'd be better to be by myself. So I could get shit off my mind without explaining everything to everyone.
I decided to go on a walk through the woods. I mean. I never really knew what was out there, but it couldn't be that horrifying.
I remember all the stoner kids saying
"That's the best place to get high. It's all sorts of trippy when it's dark. It gives a new meaning to life"
I figured it couldn't be a bad place. So I just walked a little through the woods to ease my mind.
While lighting up a cig in the almost darkening light of the woods. I heard some almost faint noises calling out.
"Sarah"
"Sarah honey where are you?"
I almost forgot that I've been gone for nearly 2 hours and my mom has been home now for a good hour.
Lets just say... My bitch of a father controls her. She doesn't see any of the things he does outside of what he buys her. He keeps her mind occupied full of wandering thoughts so she doesn't see the true monster that beholds inside his selfish skin.
I thought about walking back home.
I thought about it real hard, but I couldn't possibly stand to be in the same house with that man no longer than an hour. A controller, women abuser he was. My mother would have never seen the light of day if it wasn't for his mystified secrets.
Now getting on with myself. I gathered my thoughts and became very perplexed when I heard footsteps coming my way.
I originally thought it was my ignorant self assured father, but no.. It wasn't. It was something more.
