Living is easy staying alive is hard

SADNESS

It starts slowly and becomes stronger and then it stops you and you think your fine , your getting better know but then it hits again , your mental hurt your emotionally hurt but everyday you you walk around with a smile ,cause that's the girl you are the girl who never stopped smiling . isn't sad when you get hurt so much you can finally say your used to it she wasn't crazy she was a lost soul looking for something, she didn't know what something was but she knew it was out there somewhere.

She was afraid she'd she'll never happy with what she had because she didn't really know what she wanted, what feels like the end is the start of a new beginning .She's hiding what she's feeling but tired of holding on,its draining her mind her soul and her ability to live, she doesn't want to feel this way anymore .

There's an easy way out but she stronger than that, it's hard her body fighting is to survive with a mind that is constantly trying to die, she likes sleeping because it like dying without the commitment she feels empty, confused, lost she used to give a fuck in till she lost her emotions behind her pretty little smile is a story you will never understand.

She tired of making things worse she's tired of faking a smile , she's tired of being her own lonely self , if only someone told her that good enough she was strong enough and if only she had believed them things might have been different .