Nobody said it was gonna be easy

My Story

My name is Nathan Booker im 15 and even though i may seem quite young ive been through a lot of stuff no kid my age should need to go through and that is why im writing this book for you because if your reading this chances are your going through a simuler situation as me, im going to start this story with my most resent problem....Have you ever been mad at somebody but then felt bad for it after? well that is kinda how this is and it tears me up inside so much that i cant sleep because of it, you see i have a habit of feeling bad for everything and it makes people mad because of it.

One thing that can help you and make you hate yourself or others is.... memory's personally i find memory's very important but they are what hurt me the most of how much people change because of the influence of somebody else, they could be your friend one day and want nothing to do with you the next but me personally i am hardly ever mad at anybody unless i need a reason hell i was gonna take beatings for my friend but just cause we would do something for somebody doesn't mean someone else would do it for us i guess that is the how things work nowadays, just recently i have been very close to committing suicide but a old friend of mine convinced me not to and i have realized that there is so much else to look forward and why i haven't just let go of my problems and moved forward? But all that is invalid now cause this person I'm referring to i absolutely hate now and with good reason to, well i still dont know myself but 1 things for sure i hate feeling bad for everything but i guess that what happens when you care to much for people who dont care at all i haven't quite had a good ending yet if anything everything gets worse I'm so close to ending everything but not just yet theres still stuff i gotta do and people to piss off so i guess this is.......

By for now

Yours Sincerely T-T-Tequila Shots