"I'm sorry because I had that stupid panic attack....I had a dream that you got sick of me and left me just like my mom and dad...I-I just didn't want to think of that...." I shook my head.

"Why would I ever leave you? That would be one of the stupidest things I could ever do."

"Everyone just seems like leaving me and I just don't know what to do..." My heart was starting to ache for her.

"I think you guys should get some sleep. Lauren you have to go to school tomorrow and I don't want you to be super tired." I nodded and picked Y/N up, placing her back in bed.

"Night guys." They waved and went back to there separate rooms while I climbed into the bed.

"I don't think I can sleep Lolo...."My girlfriend was faced in my direction and had intertwined our legs and fingers.

"I'm just scared that your going to have another panic attack...please don't babe?" She gave me a weak smile and kissed the back of my hand.

"I'll try...I can't promise something that I can't control. I love you babe and Kadence is right, we should get some sleep."

"I love you to princess. Goodnight." We connected our lips for a quick kiss and she then nuzzled her head into the crook of my neck.

Y/N's POV

I really hadn't gotten much sleep last night after my panic attack. I'm glad Lauren did though.

Lauren had gotten up a few minutes ago, she actually slept in to late and is basically rushing to get to school.

"Babe do you need anything before I leave? A back rub? Food? Anything?" I nodded.

"Just one thing..." I stuck up my index finger.

"And what must that be?" She hovered her body overtop of mine and pushed her forehead against mine.

"A kiss?" She smirked and in a short second I felt her soft lips against mine.

I grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her in closer to deepen the kiss, when I heard her moan I pulled away and swiped my bottom lip with my thumb.

"Damn your getting good at that..." I bite my lip and noticed she was wearing my joggers from last night and a gray t-shirt.

"Well I have the best partner to practice with don't I?" I wiggles my eyes brows and she connected our lips one last time before throwing her backpack over her shoulder.

"Mwah mwah mwah! I will text you soon. Love you!" She walked out of the room and I waited until I saw her outside getting into her car.

I opened my window and yelled.

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND!" She noticed me in the window and frantically waved.

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND!" We both giggled and I watched her get into her car and drive away.

Today is going to be a long day without her by my side.

Lauren's POV

I pulled into the parking lot and noticed Y/N's friends walking into the entrance.

I had told my friends that I was getting there early and they all agreed to get there early as well.

"Hey Laur!" I jumped and hit my my head off of the roof of my car. I got out of the car and shut the door.

"God Dinah, I need a warning next time." She laughed and I saw my other three friends walk over to us.

"Soooo where's the girlfriend?" I frowned and remember that she wasn't going to be here to keep me company.

"There is a lot of shit that happened this weekend. I will tell you all soon, but I need to have a little talk with Y/N's friends first." They all nodded and I ran into the school to find Kalani.

A/N( Ughh. I'm so fucking stressed out and I hate it. Sorry I didn't update sooner, but as I said I have a lot of stuff happening. This is a filler chapter, but next one should be interesting. Don't forget to check out my other story 'Baby can't you see' it's a Camren story, but it's good! HAVE A GOOD DAY/ NIGHT PEEPS. Also don't forget to comment and vote!)❤️✌🏻

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