I'm not enough (NicoxOC

I'm not enough {2}

Ok just a little note to start off with I know that it's a rule that no boy and girl can be alone in the same cabin but for purposes of this book they can🤓🤓
I woke up to see blinding light and sat up in the bed I was in, I turned my head and looked go see a boy by my bed sleeping it was Nico, 'dang he looks so cute' I squealed in my head, I noticed he had his jacket off and he was just in a short sleeve he began to stir in his sleep and when he woke up he looked so adorable his hair was a mess and he didn't have bags under his eyes for once and his eyes were only partly opened which was so cute, 'what the hades am I saying' I thought "lyss you alright you have been staring at me for a little bit" he said waving his hand in front of my face I nodded "how long have I been out for?" "About a day" "ok,thank you" I looked around and figured out I was in the infirmary "do I still have to stay in the hades cabin?" "Only if you want to" I heard a deep voice say me and Nico turned our heads to see Chiron " normally I don't allow a boy and a girl in the same cabin alone, but I can make an exception for you two" I looked at Nico and Nico looked at me, "Nico can you help me get there?" He nodded
Time skip because I want to
Warning a lot cutting faint hearted don't read (or do I'm not your mom)
By the time dinner came, we made our offerings, me I offered French fries to my dad, but I didn't see Nico anywhere but I heard earlier some kids making fun of someone, that's when I shot up out of my spot and slammed my hands on the table, everyone looked at me but I didn't care I ran as fast as I could to the hades cabin, I slammed the door open, I heard crying but as soon as I enter it stopped as if he was trying to cover the fact that he was crying, I ran to the bathroom door and opened the door slowly and saw Nico on the floor with two bloody wrists "nico" I said very softly he looked up and tried to hide his wrists "oh hey lyss,  I know what you are thinking but it's ok to think that, i am a crybaby , but they were making fun of me because my sister died" that last part broke him while he said that, I slowly made my way over to him and sat on the floor next to him, then I did something he never expected I hugged him, but he hugged back, I didn't care that his wrists were staining my shirt, then I stated to sing a little song my best friend me sang before  she died " hush little baby don't you cry don't cut you're arms don't say goodbye put down hat razor put down that knife it may be hard but you'll win this fight" I sang softly, then I began to say as softly as I sang " Nico if they ever say anything to you ever again please tell me and I'll blast them" "lyss can you sing again" I nodded "thank you " he said "hush little baby, don't you cry, don't cut your arms, don't say good bye, put down that razor, put down that knife, it may be hard but you'll win this fight" I sang, "now let's get you cleaned up shall we" he nodded and I pulled out the first aid kit and began cleaning the cuts and taping bandages around his wrists "hey lyss" I looked up and gave him a hum signifying I am listening to him " let's make a promise since we both cut lets do this this everything we feel like cutting we tell each other so we can at least try to stop us from doing it" "Nico, that's an great idea, let's do it, ok now pinky promise me Nico that you'll keep it" I said while holding out my pinky "I promise"
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Hello I'm so sorry it short but it took me forever
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