Xia's POV
Being ignored hurts, but being forgotten hurts the most.
The six years of me being in a relationship with Xander made him a part of me.
Wherever I am, I kept on searching for him. Alam kong nakakatawa pero totoo yon. Kahit nasaan ako, I kept on looking for him, hoping he'll come back to me.
I know na nagkamali siya and I hope na marealize niya yon. I hope magising siya at malaman ang totoo, before it's too late.
Fey set me up with a random boy. Fey is Xander's childood friend na may sakit sa pag-iisip. But the thing is, ako lang ang may alam.
She's hiding it from everyone else, acting as if she's normal and a good girl. Pero kapag nakatalikod na sila, there she is. Grabbing a knife and pointing it towards my face, ready na makipag-patayan para sa pagmamahal niya sa kababata niya.
2 months ago, I got a text from Xander. He says he is sorry for being jealous. May isa kasi akong katrabaho na may gusto sakin. He kept on being a flirt kahit na nasa harapan niya yung boyfriend ko. Oh wait.. I forgot.
Wala na nga pala kami ni Xander.
So back then, nakita kami ng ex ko, na nag-uusap. And sakto naman na yinakap at hinalikan ng gagong yun yung leeg ko.
I kept on pushing him pero hindi siya nagpatinag. Then Xander thought na nagugustuhan ko yung ginawang kabastusan sakin. Akala niya nagtataksil ako.
Then, two weeks and four days niya akong nilulubayan. Para akong isang sakit sakanya. Parang nandidiri siya sakin.
And para akong sinasaksak kapag nakikita ko siyang ganoon.
So ang saya saya ko noong nagtext siya sakin two months ago. Nagsosorry siya. Sino ba naman ako para hindi makipag-kita sakanya diba?Nag-alok ang boyfriend ko- este ex ko. Argh! Hindi pa ako sanay na ex ko siya. And I think I'll never be.
After receiving that text, nagpaganda ako ng todo, sinuot ko yung favorite niyang summer dress ko. I wore make-up kahit na ayaw kong nagsusuot 'non.
Pero para kay Xander, gagawin ko lahat.
He texted me the place kung saan kami pupunta. Pero medyo natakot ako. Fey always threatened my life these past few months. Laging may lalaking umaaligid. Minsan nanakit pa.
Natakot ako dito sa pakikipagkita ko kay Xander.. pero kung para sakanya, I'll gladly risk my life. He's my everything..
He saved my life countless times. And I'm ready to risk my life just for him.
I wore my heels at sumakay sa kotse ko, as I drove my way towards our location.
Pero pagdating ko doon, instead of my Xander, may isang lalaki na nandoon, with a bouquet of roses. I was about to ask him where's the man of my life, he suddenly kissed me.
And I saw Xander making his way towards us and suddenly stopping because of this stupid kiss.
I quickly slapped the guy and ran towards Xander who's angry currently.
"L-look.. Babe let me explai-!"
"You better shut up slut." He said with his voice laced with venom.
"B-babe I was-!"
"I said shut up! Enough with your lies! After loving you, protecting you, and understanding you, eto ang ipapalit mo? I was about to say sorry pero ano? Pinakita mo kung pano ka kalandi.." Sabi niya at madiin na dinuro ang mukha ko kaya medyo napayuko ako noon.
