Dear You

.o.n.e.

Monday.

Dear You,

Every day is a new thing. A new idea. A new day. There isn't a good way to describe time except for the fact that it keeps changing. Everything changes, it has too. If things didn't change it would be the end. We would be stuck in a loop. How this relates to You? I don't know to be completely honest. I think it's because You changed me into something better. Everything effects someone somehow. You have had one of the biggest effects so far.

I'm not obsessed with You, but to be completely honest, I just can't get You out of my head. You are a reminded of what I could be and what I am. You make me think about everything. How or why this is happening and just a lot of "what if." You opened my mind to appreciate what I have. I'm not in this dark hole, I'm on the surface. I am no longer trying to claw my way out, because I am out. You saved me somehow.

There are a lot of things I regret in life. But those regrets. Those mistakes made me who I am. I do regret not talking to You a lot in grade school. But! If we did, we wouldn't be where we are. I don't know about You, but I am happy where I am with You. I can't wait to see where this leads to.

I can't thank You enough. You make me so unbelievably happy. I haven't smiled like this in forever. I won't say I'm falling in love, because what falls gets broken. I am more in love. Like it's this comfy, warm, safe house where You and me live. So, thank You for letting me be in love. Thank You for letting me realize that I should accept who I am. Thank You for everything You have done so far. I can't express how grateful I actually am. Hopefully this lets You see what I am thinking. Because when I am talking to You, I can't find my words in the brightness You shine.

-Your beautiful