Silence Of One Who Is Lost

Say To Speak

I sit and wait as I relized how dangerous and seirious the situation I was actually in. I look around and tried to move as I felt a tight hold around my wrist and ankles, as I begin to move I began to feel a slight pain as whatever was bound arount my wrist and ankles begin to slowly cut into me. I grunted in discomfort as I feel blood slowly drip down and off my limbs. "You're awake i see", I look up and see a man with a satistic smile plastered on his face, he takes a step forward and I noticed him hiding something behind his back. "You look troubled" the man said in a sickening tone, I look up in horror as the man is now inches away from where I sit "Get the fuck away from me" I screamed as loud as I could only for him to respond in a satistic laughter. "Now now is that any way to talk to someone who let you in their home?" He told me in a mocking manner as he pulls the object that he hid behind his back and pressed it on my chest. I began to panic as he began to put presher on the object which is now slowly cuting in to me. I begain to scream in pain as he slowly cut down my chest, my vision begain to go blurry, the man smaked me across the face and said "It's not polite for the guests to fall asleep." He spitefuly spat out. I began to sob and scream as he cut all the way from my chest down to my torso. The man begain to laugh statistically as he began to open my stomach and begain to carfuly take my organs out making sure not to cut or bruise any important vidal organs and tissue, as my vision began to become blurry. Once more as the sickening sound of my organs coming out of my body grew louder in my ears and the vision of the blood along with the sickening smell flooded my mind and nose along with the room. As i slowly fell into unconsciousness the man left me alone for 3 hours or so checking on me to make sure I was still alive.
I woke up to the pain only to get un unpleasant sight screaming in my face. "Wake up you piece of shit I don't have time to wait for you to get up" He spat as he slapped me across the face once again. I looked at him with a weak glare as the man continued to talk. "Hurry up and put your organs back inside of you and when your done stich your stomach back up" The man said impatiently, "I cant move" I said in a weak raspy voice "Not my problem now is it" He spoke with irritation, the man grabbed the back of my head and threw me on the floor by my hair and ripped the bondages that was around my wrist off. "Now put your organs back in your body" He said in a stern and demanding tone, I began to scream and sob in pain as the pain became slightly tolerable, I began to slowly re-open my stomach and slid a few inches of my organs back into my stomach with a painful scream. The man watched me put my organs back in my body. I slowly look up at him to see a sick grin on his face as he watches me. I turn away as fear, pain, and horror fill my mind and body as I continue to slid my organs back in my body with a silent sob. Once done the man hands me a thread and needle, I slowely took it and began to stich my stomach up. As soon as I was done the man bent down to were I was on the floor and pinned me down, i began to scream in pain as my stiched up stomach slid on the floor causing the stiches to break and my stomach to slightly re open. The man began to laugh one again as he put the bondag back on my wrist, the man let me go and stood back up and stared at me with a mocking grin "something wrong" he asked in a monotone voice. I looked up at him and was about to say something but befor i got a word out pain shot threw my leg and ankles as I got kicked in the leg, the man began to laugh hysterically "I didnt want you to say anything back, what did you think I actually cared about what pathetic words had to come out of your mouth" he said with the biggest smile plastered on his face. I looked up in horror as he grabed the back of my head and pulled me up, i started to sob again as the pain came back "Look, how fucking pathetic can you be crying every second and screaming, youre geting on my nerves" he said in a pissed off tone as the threw me back on the floor. 'How did i get into this situation, what did I even do to deserve this, this is awful and I dont even understand how this happend' I thought to myself. The man looked down at me with a sadistic grin and kicked me again, I screamed in pain once more as the pain of the bondage is cutting my ankles one more and caused me to bleed once again, he kicked me one last time and began to walk away. I gave him a confused look as I saw him walk away "you're begining to bore me so I'll see ya in the morning maybe" he said befor he turned off the light and left the room. I heard the door click and his footsteps became distant, which left me in a dark room with nothing but my blood surrounding me and my thoughts. I began to feel tired and panic slowly crept into me 'What if as soon as i fall asleep he walks in and beats be again, i cant deal with that I just cant im in so much pain already I just cant' I thought to myself as my vision became blurry and I begin to spaced out 'no no I can't' and that was the last thing i thought about before I fell into a deep sleep.