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Chapter 3:Shocking wedding

" Don't worry everything happens for our good.." she said but I don't understand what the hell going on before I asked she left the room making excuses I start crying and begging ALLAH g for my better future

I know he never let me alone he always with me he plans best for me now I will not cry anymore I decided he had done something good for me

Today I will accept what he planned for me I will never complain again maybe that is best for me if my Allah want this I will happily accept this

Amma Jaan says 'he know what you don't know so never complained him always be patient and faith in ALLAH'

I smile weakly with a tear I wiped them and started Getting ready

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The whole day everyone was rushing here there I was in my room for the day the girls singing songs and apply ubtan past all look happy maybe they accept as I smiled maybe that makes my Abba g starting loving me

After ubtan rasam I took showered then girls starting to apply mehndi in my hands beautifully but I haven't looked at it I'm Not interesting I just accepted it but I'm not happy I get lost in my thoughts about how I will live without my stranger my life changed completely may be this is it all dreams may be it's just a dream.. nothing more

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My cousin make up Artist and Chachi dayee maa make me ready for nikkah I was quiet all the time in some world I lost they all happy giggling saying something but I didn't pay attention my trance broke by Chachi voice

"MashAllah haya look at yourself you look so beautiful " I heard I pull my grazed to mirror in front of me I was shocked to see myself

I looked beautiful I never think i can look like this beautiful I know it's wired

To complimenting yourself but I surprised to see myself

"MASHALLAH may ALLAH bless you princess" I heard Dayee Jaan. I saw her teary eyes and smile. I also got tears from my family. My love for my mother. I will leave them in another hour. How will I live..??

The tears started rolling down she wiped them and took me in embraced

"How will I live without you meri Jaan I will miss u," she said with a cranky voice

"Me to dayee Jaan," I said with crying silently Chachi also join us suddenly door my little cousin come to inform us all calling us outside imam sahib will arrive anytime

"It's time let's go, "Chachi said dayee Jaan put my Vail dupatta down to covered my face I was nervous I hold dayee Jaan hand tightly she smiles blinked her eyes and holding my shoulder taking out my grazed was down I was just reciting Dua under breath which makes me calm

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Soon imam sahib came I was sat on the sofa and the imam sahib sat in front of me I recite Dua it's like my heart will come out any time Amma Jaan and Mami Jaan both sat beside me I was holding both hands tightly I scare I lost my breath any minute as I heard imam sahib my breath stuck I was suddenly numb