I woke up to the sound of my shitty alarm clock and groaned in pain I turned it off and got up off my mattress.
I went to the restroom to wash up for school. I look at myself in the mirror and the voices in my head yelled 'DO IT ITS YOUR CHANCE TO BE HAPPY AND NOT DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ANY MORE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT DIE DIE DIE' I try to ignore them but still listen to them tell me to do it
I look in the mirror cabinet and see my best friend my blade
I took it to my wrist and made 3 slices each deeper then the last the last one getting extreamly close to my vein
I get in the shower and wash the blood off my arm
When i got out i went to my room wraped in a towel and got ready for school
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I make sure to get tails hes my stuffed bunny......its one of the last things i have to remember my mom from......she died 2 weeks ago she made me this bunny when i was a baby it helped me go to sleep i never go any where without it
I put tails gently in my backpack along with my note books first day of of new school (we had to leave California people were tounting me about my mom and my dad desided we move to ohio)i go to the kitchen to see my dad making breakfast bacon and egg i sit down at the table and nibble on my bacon "are you ready for your big day?" My dad asks "Sure"i say emotionless i finished nibbling and kissed my dad good bye and walked to school we moved reletivly close to the school as i was walking a boy with dirty blonde hair skated up to me with his penny board and stopped right next to me he had a bennie on with an issues band tee black skinney jeans and black vans "Hi your Y/N right" he asked i looked down and nodded "im Kyle the only reason i know your name is because your dad told me to walk you to school saftly" I look at him and nod he looked at my backpack and closed a zipper "Your bunnys ears were sticking out"
"P-please dont h-hurt me"i pleaded he looked shocked then comely says "its ok i wont hurt you" he touches your arm and your eyes start to water he immediately let's go and says "sorry are you ok" you blink a few times so you can not let a tear fall "yeah i-im fine" you replied "oh look were here" kyle said you walked with him inside and he showed you the office so you can get your scedule you went inside and the lady in the front office says cheerfully "Y\N right well the councilor is waiting for you and welcome to the High School Of Ohio" i nod and walk to the back and wonder around aimlessly looking for her office when i found it she had a big smile on her face and said "hi Y/N welcome well here is your schedule have a wonderful day " i took the peice of paper out of her hand and thaked her i walked out of the office with my schedule in hand and saw kids flooding the halls going to there lockers i looked at my schedule it had my locker and is comanation pattern i look for my locker a few people looked at me ugly like i was an alien i found my locker and opened the lock i put my backpack along with my note books in there then i close it locking the lock and looking down at my schedule Mr.Hudson algera 1st period room 108 i start walking aimlessly around i cant seem to find it
then a voice from behind me says "need help" i turn around swiftly to see as kid around my age that had my same style she had blue hair and it was pretty "my names Alex I was sent to find the new girl witch is you right" i nod she stickes out her hand and i hand her my schedule "Mr.Hudson wow thats on the other side of the school follow me before the bell rings" Alex says we speed walk to the other side of this massive school then she stoppes at classroom 108 just then the bell rings we both go in side the teacher lookes at Alex and says "Miss Dorame explain why you were late" she lookes a little scared and says "I was guiding the new student to your class sir" he looks at me "We have a new student everyone....whats your name" "Y/N" i wisper "What was that " he said farely loud "Y/N" Alex says he nods under standingly "go sit with Alex since you two seem to know each other"
845 words wow kyles coming soon again promise bye for now Good bye lil monsters (this is her friend i love johnnie )(thanks yous)
