Couldn't Make it Without You

Chapter 1

Nicoles P.O.V

It's the day to visits Rowan's funeral. I remember when it all happened... I just wish I could've save him in time.
~3 years earlier~
"Why!!!!" *crys harder*
"What happened?!?!"
"The p-police station c-called and t-they said they f-found a b-body...."
"W-what..?"
"I F*CKING SAID THEY FOUND HIS BODY IN A RIVER!!!!" *crys more*
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?"
"WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! MY PROBLEM IS YOU! YOU'RE SUCH AN AS*HOLE SOMETIMES!!"
"Look... I'm sorry.."
"Oh my god... babe I neve-"
*kisses*
*kisses back*
"I forgive you baby... I love you forever and.. "
"Ever."
"I will find who ever f*cking did this to him and kill him or her!!" *clutches fist*
"Babe please don't do this..."
*sighs* "F-fine..."
~back to present~
(Summer and Jordan) "We miss you brother..." *crys*
*hugs* "It's okay kids... we will get to s-see him a-again.." *crys harder*
"Hey baby... it's going to be alright." *hugs*
*hugs back* "I know it's just I miss him so, so much..."
"Cmon it's getting late."

We got in the car and drove back home. When we got back home I took a shower and layied down. I turned on the tv and watched my favorite show 'Region'. I let my eyes get heavy. I closed my eyes only to let them be open again.
I opened my eyes to see max slam the door shut. He looked at me with his dark lust eyes.
"Your such a bad girl Nicole..."
"How?" *smirks*
"Oh I don't know maybe, I never left loved in a very, VERY long time." *smirks*
"Well I haven't been feeling good until you came." *winks*
"Haha... you don't know how long I wanted to do this to you..."

Max pinned me against the bed and started kissing me. I tugged on Max's shirt waiting for him to tare it off. We broke the kiss for a second so he can rip off his shirt. Then we started kissing again. Max's hands romed my body until his hands reached my pants. He slowly slid them down. I sat up for a moment and rip his pants off. Max started putting love kisses all overly neck. I bit my lip to the point it bled. Max stopped and looked at me worried.
"Are you okay??"
"Y-yeah... um let me go clean up my lip."
"Okay but hurry before I punish you more." *bites lip*
"Hmm okay."
I ran to the bathroom and cleaned up my lip. I walked out the bathroom and waited for Max. Heh I guess I took "to long". I sat on the bed and waited. I got tired and fell asleep. I felt someone shake me up. I rubed my eyes to see Max.
"Hey, sorry I took long Stacy woke up and had a night torror."
"It's okay if you're tired we can stop."
"I will never want to stop.."
I looked at Max while he looked at me. F*ck me. He looked so hot than ever. With his brown hair in his face. I just wanted him inside me so badly. (Ikr! The cringe is real) I slammed my lips onto Max's. I bit his lip and heard him moan which turned me on. He unclipped my lased bra and started kissing me by my chest. I moaned in pleaser and things took care of it self from there.

The next morning I woke up next to Max. I moved closer to Max and layied my head on his bare chest. I felt Max's arms wrap around me. I hugged him backed and looked at him. He looked at me and started to say something.
"I love you so much Nicole Parkens."
"I love you too."
"But, I have to tell you something.."
"W-what is it.. wait, you want a divorce don't you?!?"
N-no not at all but... I think you m-might.. "
"What do you mean??!!"
"Many people grief differently and I guess this is how I do.."
"Just tell me..."
"I c-cheated on you... I didn't mean to but I had to.. I felt so hurt and abandoned."
"B-but we could've fixed that!!"
"I know we could've but I wanted to fix it by cheating on you. But I learned it was the worst f*cking mistake I made."
"Please... just l-leave.."
"W-what?"
"I SAID LEAVE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!