Author's Note: People, characters, places, events and other information you'll find in this book is fictional.
Some people say, that it feels like heaven when you have everything you want and needed, but for me it feels like hell. Judging your mistakes, practicing yourself to become an heir to the company your family has, scolding you and the worst of it you can't go out like you're in a prison cell begging for help and justice.
I may have all but there are two things lacking that I didn't have in all the children and that is the love and support of my family and freedom. The freedom to give an opinion in some certain problem and the freedom to do something that can make them proud. How can I do something, if their eyes are always looking on me?
And if I did, they only see the opposite of it; they always look at me as a failure, burden, dissapointment, nothing but a disgrace that can ruin my family's image.
At ang buong akala ko ang pamilya ang lagi mong karamay pag ika'y nangangailangan ng tulong at comfort but it turns out you should do it on your own. Cause in life, there is nothing you can rely on execpt yourself.
"What have you done Chris!" sabi ni mama
"You're nothing but a burden in this house!" ani ni papa
"Wala ka talagang kwenta!" sabi ni tito
"I'm so dissapointed in you" ani ni tita
"What do you expect from this stupid rascal!" sabi ni Lolo
"Anong gagawin natin ngayon?" ani ni Lola
"Letche ka talaga!" sabi ni ate
"Putragis kang hayop ka!" ani ni kuya
"Dalhin na natin siya sa ospital" sabi ni Mama
Di ko na maiintindihan ang mga sinasabi nila, para na akong mahilo sa mga satsat nila, na gusto kong mawala sa kanilang harapan at pumunta sa lugar na ako lang mag-isa. Sanay naman talaga akong mapagalitan pero sobrang sobra na to para aking damhin.
Hindi ko naman talaga inexpect at kasalanan kung bakit nahulog sa hagdan ang aking kapatid. Eh kung sa nakinig siya sa'kin at di nagsimula ng gulo na di naman niya matapos, di maging mahirap ang kondisyon niya ngayon. Porquet ako ang nandon ako ang mag take responsibility sa kanya? Kuya ako pero di lahat ng bagay laging inaasa sakin, tao ako nagkakamali at sa aking mga pagkakamali ako'y sinasaktan both physical at mental. Kulang nalang siguro isugod ako sa Mental Hospital kung maging abnoy ako. Ginawa ko naman lahat ng makaya kong gawin bilang isang kuya pero bakit lagi nalang mali.
Sa sobrang satsat nila gusto kong umiyak sa kanilang harapan at sabihin na ako'y lubhang nasaktan. But I just stood there reminiscing the incident.
"Zach, please watch your words, show some respect! I'm your older brother so don't you ever dare make a cuss about me."
Habang sinasabi ko yun, akala ko tapos na pero mas pinili niyang palakihin ang gulo kaya sa sobrang inis ko natulak ko siya malapit sa hagdan at dahil nakabalanse pa siya tinapunan niya ako ng sirang flower vase that made my foot sore. Tinapunan niya rin ako ng plastic chair dahil malapit lang kunin galing sa pwesto niya. At dahil di ko na napigilan ang galit ko dumadabog akong lumalapit sa kanya kahit masakit; dahil sa takot umatras siya ng umatras that made him lose his balance at nahulog sa hagdan. Sa sobrang lakas ng impact narinig ito ng aking pamilya.
Bumalik ako sa katotohanan nang sinampal ako ni Papa at sininturon ako pagkatapos. Sa sobrang sakit nahulog ako sa sahig that made my eye sight blur, before I passed out, I can see them distraught and somehow timid in what happened and I can here a voice more than an echo saying "It'll be alright cause I'll be always at your side" and everything went black and the place became silent.
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Memories Back Then
General Fiction"You may not forget the past, but you can learn from it." Sometimes you need to reminisce all of the memories you have neither it is good nor bad. At least you'll realize that because of it you are who you are today.
