Breaking Point

Chapter Four

It was 4:00 a.m. he was taking me home. This night was so amazing. For once it like wait seems forever I don't feel alone. We got to my house and he dropped me off at the gate because I didn't want him to go all the way in. When I opened the door he pulled my hand and pulled me back into the car. The car closing behind me.

"April thank you so much. I honestly don't know what I would be doing right now if I didn't have you."

" No problem Seb. Everyone goes through shit and we always need someone to be here for us."

"I'm really happy I could trust you with this April. Don't tell your sister we I'm the one who picked you up okay? And don't tell her about my brother please thanks."

Wow as soon as I think he might be different I always end up being wrong, and getting hurt too.

I woke up that morning feeling like shit, because I didn't know what I should do about Sebastian. I didn't know if I should stop talking to him or if I should just go along and be friends with him even if I get hurt when I see him with someone else. But I'm also afraid of losing him. Me and him have gotten so close I don't want to lose that.

As I got ready to go to school I hadn't realized that today I would have to see Fernando and I'm not really in the mood to have to stand him while he ignores me. And I really don't want to deal with his dumb-ass friends. And I really don't want to deal with Francisco. Gosh he can never take a hint. I swear if he tries to talk to me I'm tell him once and for all that I don't fucken like him, like fuck.

As I was in chemistry my third period, I was thinking about hitting up my one and only other guy friend to see if he would skip fourth cause I sure as hell didn't want to go. And he's on of those friends that is always willing to sluff class with anyone. He's kind of my other best guy friend after the whole Fernando thing.

(Picks up phone and dials phone.)(Phone screen reads Cesar.)

"Hey Cesar. You do to sluff fourth? You know I ain't trying to go to fourth because of you know who." I said.

"Hell yeah! I'm down!" He said.

"Meet me in the front and we can go somewhere. Is it alright if I invite some people?" He said.

"Hell yeah b! I mean it is your car. But they better not be annoying because if they are I'ma dip alright g." I said.

"They ain't I promise." He said.

"Alright see you in 15 minutes." I said with a very happy voice.

Ten minutes went by and as I was waiting for the bell to ring I decided to text Sebastian to see how he was doing. So I unlocked my phone and went to my messages and I saw his nickname which made me laugh I had forgotten that I had given him a nickname. It read Dickhead because he's always thinking with that dick of his instead of his fucken mind. Jesus why do I even like this guy. Like I swear I always like the most random-est people like why can't I just like cute normal nice boys. But no my dumbass goes for bad boy vibes even though he's not really a bad boy. He is kinda a fuckboy though. He is such a douche. He does have some good things about him though which I hardly get to see but when I do I realize why I like this jackass. God he makes me so mad sometimes that I just wanna stop texting him in general but I realize that he makes me happy so why get mad at something that makes me happy. So I end up texting him back even if I do get mad at him. So now that I am going to text him I don't know what to say. I'm still kind of upset about how he told me not to tell anybody like he should know by now that I'm not that kind of person it's just irritating. I guess I should just how he's doing, and see how his family is holding up.

(Types on phone screen, phone reads)

"Hey, you good? How's your family?"

As I waited for him to reply I was kind of nervous about what he would say. I didn't know if he was going to be like yeah and don't worry about it, it ain't your problem. I really hate when he says that to me because I actually really care about him but that is something I am never going to tell him. Just kidding, I never know what I'm do cause I'm a crazy bitch. As I was walking down the hall heading for the front of the school I saw him. The only person I didn't want to see that day. Like why you are the whole reason I'm sluffing in the first place and yet I still have to see your dumbass face like fuck you and your little bitch. God I get jealous fast. Haha but I really don't mind him dating that girl because he said that he really like her. And if that girl makes him happy then I'm not going to try and stop that relationship just because I'm a little jealous.