Breaking Point

Chapter Two

As we drove to our unknown place I noticed that he was happier and wasn't thinking about his brother. And I guess that's good but I wish he would tell me how he feels. A song come on the radio and it made me laugh. I didn't notice that I laughed out loud. He looked at me surprised and curious to why I laughed.

"Do you not remember this song?? Haha" I said waiting on his response.
(One Night playing in the background)

"No" he said with a smile.

"This song was playing the first time I got high with you. And I started to choke and you were making fun of me about never smoking before haha..." I said with a really big smile.

"Oh yeah... the very first time you ever texted me asking for a ride and wanting to buy from me... that was a fun night..." he said.

He kinda made a cocky grin but was trying to hide it from me.

I wonder what he's thinking. And little does he know but every time he make that cocky grin it give me butterflies in my tummie... :)

Gosh his smile always makes me blush... I wonder if he's noticed.

Every time I see him I always blush. Well this time I don't because he scared me. I mean he had never called me. I was the one that always had to call or text. I know the second he called me that something was wrong but I never thought it was as bad. I wonder why he does go home and be with his family. He probably doesn't want to be surrounded by his brothers memories. He probably wants to distract himself.

I'm surprised that he didn't go sleep with some random bitch. I mean that's what he always does. He's always with a different girl each night.

He's only had like two actual girlfriends and both of them broke his heart. And that's why he just sleeps around because he doesn't want to get hurt. He doesn't want to let another person in because he's afraid that they will leave or that they wont be loyal.

The first time he picked my up to give me a ride. I was so nervous I wanted to change my mind at the very last second but I decided that I should go for it and see what happens. At first it was weird being in his car but then I start to talk because he sure as hell wasn't going to start the conversation. I was so nervous to speak that day but after we started we couldn't seem to stop we talk forever at least that's what it seemed like. Once we got to the place he was dropping me off we were still talking in the car for about 20 minutes. In that moment I felt so safe I didn't want to leave I really wanted to tell him "Let's just drive around and talk..." But I know what his answer would be and plus he had to keep selling so he had to leave. But being with him was the best. He made me laugh and I made him laugh. Gosh I loved how when he laughed he never looked at me he would just look down or he would look at the wheel.

When he laughs he smiles so big. It's smile is just so great that it just makes me want to smile.

I looked up phone my phone and I noticed that he was looking at me. I said " Why you looking at me boii...?" haha with a little laugh after.

He quickly looked away and said "whaatt I wasn't looking at you..." he said nervously.

"Sure." I said. "Are we almost there Sebastian?" "Your not going to kill me right? jp" haha I said.

"What no." he said with a straight face. "And yeah we are almost there."

"Sebastian..." I said.

"What April?" he said.

"Why aren't you home with your family?" I said sad to what he might do.

He looked like he might cry. So I quickly changed the subject.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked that so why did you want to take me here to this place that I still don't know where it is?" I said nervously.

"No it's fine... I know you wanna know but I just can't I'm not ready too. Okay?" He said.

"Okay." I said.

"We're here" he said.

As I looked around I realized that we where at the view. I have never been to the view. The view is a place where everyone goes and sees the view of the city. I wonder why he brought me here, everyone comes here.

There was graffiti on the glass and there was a wall that looked like it had been apart of a house but it was destroyed, and beaten down. Which had graffiti all over it.

As we got out of the car I noticed that there were other people here. Makes sense a lot of people come here. I walk to where he was standing and he then said.

"Come on lets go over here." Grabbing my hand and pulling me, guiding me to where he wanted me to go.

I was so nervous when he grabbed it, I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I should hold it back or if I should just let him grab it. As we were walking I noticed that my hand was getting kinda sweating. That made me so nervous I tired to wiggle my hand out of his grip but he just gripped it hard. Which fucken made it hard for me to get my hand free.

We finally stopped walking and he then let go of my hand which I thought was very sweaty, but I guess he didn't notice or maybe he just didn't care. He turned to look at me and he then got oddly close to me. I didn't know what to do. So I decided to step back because maybe there was something on his side so he didn't want to be by it or something. And then as I was moving back he started to speak.

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End of this chapter! :)
Hope you guys like it... :)
Nervous it my first time doing this!:}