You know the moment when you're under water
Looking up
Not breathing
Floating slowly
You can see the surface so clearly and it's such a magical feeling
The quietness
The water swaying
Barely existing
Except you are but just from a distance.
That's how I feel except everything is loud
And my heart is pounding just by being in a crowd
But I know I shouldn't panic and yet I do
I
Kind
Of
Want
To
Drown
