Loving Mr. Perfect of All Imperfections (SHINee Onew)

Chapter 10: Smile and Tears

"Ne."

"I couldn't believe it! It is really strange!" He sounds frustrated.

"Calm down jagiya. It is just a drama right?"

"But... Ha-Eun will take this opportunity. I should have foreseen that she will also audition as my partner in this drama." The news is about finally finding Jinki's partner in the drama.

"Jagiya..." I don't know what to say to him anymore.

"I am more worried about you..." Jinki sounds so sad.

I get inside my room forgetting to lock it. "Waeyo?"

"I know, you might not be telling me, but you do not like it right?"

I lay down on my bed. "I will be fine jagiya. I am sure I will get used to watching it."

"Aniyo. You don't have to watch it if you can't take it."

"Gwenchana. I want to support you."

I heard Jinki sighing. "Arasseo. I love you jagiya."

"I love you too so much."

I end the call after we bid goodbye to each other. I check on my twitter and is surprised to see Jinki and Jonghyun commenting my tweet. "Jinjja... These two are really unfair."

Bogoshipoyo. T_T

I twitted it.

I really do miss him. I miss my Lee Jinki so much.

Jonghyun replies to my tweet.

Ayeee ^^

I pout. Aishh... These guys. Tskk, why are they so stubborn?

Jinki messages me. I miss you too. I wanted to reply in your tweet, but I know that you will get mad.

Me: I thought you won't read it right away.

Jinki: Jonghyun told me.

Me: Ackk... Jjong oppa is such a tease.

Jinki: Hahaha. Always jagiya.

Me: What are you doing right now?

I did not able to wait for his reply when my eyelids drag me to sleep.

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I get startle when I feel a movement on my bed. My hands are pinned on the bed.

My eyes widen when I see my step father. He looks so high.

"Samcheon... Samcheon. Hajima! Hajima!" I try to resist him.

"Didn't I say you'll gonna pay? Should this be your payment?" He fills his nose with my natural scent. "I didn't know you smell so good Eun Jae."

I feel so afraid. I am trembling. "No. No. You can't do this!"

"Shut up!" He slaps me.

When my hand is released, I push him away through his face. "Help me!!!" I shout.

I try hard to push him away, resisting him. When I feel hopeless, I kick his private part so hard.

"Yaa!!!" My stepfather tries to reach my hair although he's in pain.

No! No! No! I can do this! I can fight back! I try to pull my lamp shade and hit his head hardly.

My tears keep on streaming down. I see blood running down from his head. I tremble when I see it. "You slu—" He said before he lost his consciousness.

"Eun Jae..." Cheri's eyes widen.

"I didn't—I didn't..." I run to her and hug her.

She holds my cheeks. "Listen to me Eun Jae... Pack your things up and go away. Far away from this place. Here get this." She gets her wallet and gives me money.

"But..."

"No buts... I believe in you. Hurry, let's pack your things."

We quickly pack my things. I get the most important ones.

"I'll just send to you the other things. Now go and be safe." She kisses my forehead before she lets me go. I can see tears running down from her face.

"Thank you so much."

I give her one last hug and then run away.

"Oppa..." My tears keep on streaming down when I call Soo Young. I am sitting on a street side while waiting for morning to come.

"You are crying Eun Jae?"

"Oppa... Help me. Samcheon tried raping me. I—I..." I cannot finish my words when I keep on sobbing.

"Mwu ra goo? Yaa... Where are you?"

"I'm here on a street near the hotel."

"I'll pick you there. Wait for me."

I turn off the call and sob on my knees. I feel so down that almost everything in my life is falling down. Good thing I still have Soo Young, Cheri, SHINee and most especially, Jinki.