Nothing but bruises

It hurts😞😞

Laura pov

"Laura get your ass down her" my father yell i quickly comes down stairs and looks up to him he  slaps me and yells "i thought I told you to make pasta for the night . He yells i try holding back my tears and say something my voice started to brake "there isn't any pasta noddles sir" i say then he grab a bag and trow it at me "it is some know" he said I walk to the kitchen but he pulled me back "do it later I've missed you " i got scared he throw me on the couch  and started kissing me I started cry and screaming trying to pull away but then he slapped me again and put his hand around my neck i stay still crying and looking at him "please don't please I'll do enything but this please " he tuck of his pants and I felt pain all I did was scream and think. What did I do wrong? Why do he hate me so much? When he was done he got up and pull up his pants. I cryed and curled up in a ball and sobbed. He tuck off his belt and hit me over and over again I couldn't take it why do god hate me so much? I want to die so all the pain can go away. When he was done betting me he yelled "go make the god damn pasta i'm hungry" i quickly got up try my best to walk to the kitchen and made the pasta. In few hours i got done with the pasta and put it on the table when my father came in he gave me a half of a bread. "Thank you sir" i ate the bread then went in my room and cryed. I want to get out of here. I want to be free. But that will never happen. I'm scared of everything . Sometimes he'll lock me in the room and I can't breathe and I feel like the walls are closing in. I feel unsafe. I feel hurt. I feel...nothing but brusies