a fucced up relationship // i changed the title & too lazy to change the cover

ok

he said dont talk to me

and i said ok

u realized uve done fcked up ya know?

how fcking dramatic are uand making a big deal out of everything?

if ur always gonna act like this might as well end this stupid sht

think before u fcking do the actions asshole.

ur making me overthink because of ur stipud actions that doesnt make sense. ur making this relationship worst.

*sigh* gosh i wish i cud have my life back when i had a crush on colen.

now i have a problem with this guy who said "he loves me" who is only fcking fourteen like dear god calm down, ur only fourteen, im fcking fourteen, ur turning fifteen in less than a month, who should know better than me.

well in reality, ( not to brag ) i fcking know better than you. u shouldn't be this dramatic and negative and so fcking serious goddamn.

ur acting sad when ur with me all the time, and i fcking try my best to keep the mood up. but ur dramatic arse starts acting up.

bish, if u want this relationship, if you want me. then dont act like im always the one who makes u sad. uhm, shut the fck up?

YOU are the fcking one who makes urself sad.

stop blaming me with ur sht. its not my fault my parents doesn't like me to have a relationship this early, and so am i! but what can i do? i like you! but dont rush! like tf! walking me to my home was so sweet, but when i ask you to leave. just DAMN LEAVE

i dont like this.

i knew i wouldn't like this.

but ur the one who's making me stay.

ur weak fcking heart.

ur making this hard for me.

ur making this hard for us.

im sorry for dropping those serious, committed words. but i guess i cant keep those promises that i said.

if you STOP being so negative.

i guess this relationship would work.

but right now.. i just wanna give up.

i want my life back.

i want u to stay as my bestfriend.

i want to be happy again.

i want to be me again.