Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we had never met.
I'm tired of sitting in a crowded room
And looking around
But only thinking about you.
I keep thinking about all the times we had
About 3 am conversations that started at 10pm but you just kept talking and you didn't want me to leave you.
So i didn't. i didn't and we talked until our eyes were closing on us
And even then you always pushed me to stay.
I keep thinking about the first time you called me;
How nervous i was
How nervous you were.
You were so shy but my heart was racing
I think about how big our snap streak was.
About how it was unintentional at first because we were inseparable anyway
But things changed.
We had to start fighting for it.
We made it to 100, i believe.
100 days where I knew i mattered to you.
And when we lost that, i lost you.
