Let me introduce myself, my name is Vanessa Mason, but my friends call me Nessi, and I'm 18. I go to a public school and I'm a senior. In two of my classes I would always notice a guy staring at me. I didn't know what to say or do. In case I didn't mention before I'm incredibly shy, at least in the classes I had with that guy. Let me explain why I am shy though, I stay away from guys now because of what one of them did before, I was 16 when I fell for a guy who was everything I dreamed of, but he, like every other guy left when he got bored. I couldn't believe that he had left me for non other than the sl*t who I called a friend. After that moment I knew I couldn't trust anyone anymore, I lost part of what made me, and no it wasn't my heart, although I did lose that, but it was what made me who I was, I then became incredibly shy and a loner I didn't trust anyone to have as a friend anymore. For me it was trust or love and you'll get hurt.
That's why I couldn't trust anyone, but to my dismay I found that I had a crush for that guy.
YOU ARE READING
Love or Hate?????
RomanceNessi has suffered the pain of a broken heart that she is still trying to recover from, for 2 years now. Incredibly shy and vulnerable is this girl, a shadow of what she used to be. She has spent the 2 years building walls around herself to prevent...
