cheatercheaterbestfriendeater +christofer drew fic+ (#wattys2017)

fourteen • im running out of words •

+one week later+

i got out of the hospital yesterday, im still not talking to chris.

andy says to take as long as i need to forgive him.

he's made a mistake.

mistake.

it was a mistake.

i ran out of the door into my car and jammed the key into the ignition.

i drove as fast as i could to christofer's quiet house.

i rang on the doorbell and christofer swung the door open.

"i forgive you," i looked up at him and he grinned.

he planted his lips onto mine and i held him close by.

"im sorry," i added on and he shook his head.

"it was my fault, im sorry," he insisted and i smiled.

we went on a walk through the forest and stopped under a tree.

he looked at me and grinned when he brought a velvet box out of his back pocket.

what?!

"don't freak out, but i think im in love with you. your smile, eyes, hair. everything. now im not proposing marriage but I hope that in the future i can propose for marriage. im proposing my love. im proposing promises that i will always love you no matter what happens. i know you will always stay by my side and i will stay by yours. your heart is true. it's pure. your soul, personality. it's pure. all my love goes to you," he ended and brought out a necklace.

"forever and always in christofer's heart" i read from the back of the necklace.

i grinned and through my arms around Chris's neck and held on.

i kissed him and he deepened the kiss.

soon enough we were back at his house.

naked.

in his bed.

sorry dad.

chris and i talked for another three hours and i fled from his house to andys.

"ANDY!" i yelled and jumped onto his back.

"we're back together and he gave me a necklace," i showed him my necklace and grinned loudly.

"that's great, birdy," he enthusiastically said and wrapped his arms around my legs.

"i also might have done something bad," i admitted and he laughed.

"you had sex with him?" he laughed and i nodded.

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+two weeks later+

I've been sick ever since Monday.

i keep throwing up and im always hungry, and needy.

oh shit.

i fled to the store and bought a pregnancy test and drove home as fast as i could.

i went to the bathroom and waited ten minutes for the test to finish.

i was so anxious.

please be negative.

when i looked at the test i saw a large "+"

i sobbed for a while before i could drive.

i drove to andys house and knocked on the door with a puffy face.

andy answered with a concerned look.

i showed him the test and he gasped.

i kept sobbing and he grabbed onto me.

"im so sorry," he whispered to me which calmed me down.

andy called chris to meet at his house and i was anxious.

"whats wrong?" christofer asked and hugged me.

i handed him the test and he had no comment.

"say something, please," i begged and he shook his head.

"im sorry," he whispered and i looked down.

"what are we supposed to do?" i asked and he shrugged.

"im not getting an abortion," i sternly said and he nodded in agreement.

"were too young, adoption would probably be best," he look sideways and i nodded.

i heard the sound of a "click" when he passes me back the test.

i looked across the street, and sure enough...

avery.

damnit.

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+school+

everyone knew i was pregnant, i was going to keep it a secret until it got obvious, but avery.

she can't let me live without her getting in a little torment.

i heard the snarky remarks, people calling me a slut.

the basics.

it's not like i want to be pregnant, it just happened.

and i hate how we weren't more careful.

i was walking with christofer to the lunch room and brendon ran over to him.

"wowowow, you got her pregnant?!" he loudly asked and i rolled my eyes and walked away.

"dude!" christofer yelled and i stood outside of the lunchroom.

once christofer came and got me we sat at our own table.

i rested my head on his shoulder and held his hand underneath the table for dear life.

help me.