She gazes blankly upon the world
Never truly seeing.
All she wants to do is die.
Life has been cruel,
She has thrived on misery
And drowned in joy.
And despite the joy
That she drowns in
She wishes that it would pull her under.
Kill her quickly.
How ironic would it be
To have all that she ever wanted
And die,overdosing on joy.
But she forces herself to live
For her family need her
But if she were dead
They would realise what they had lost.
The only thing keeping her alive
Is the love of the only one who cares.
