I can't do this anymore... I can't keep pretending that I'm ok when I'm not...
Allow me to elaborate.
My 6 year old niece was living with me for a few months. Everything was all good and well and it was fine. A few weeks ago, my sister (that dirty, filthy son of a bitch) took my niece for the weekend. She has her on the weekends, it was no big deal. The thing thag made me freak out was she has GOT ON A PLANE and FLEW TO FUCKING NEW HAMPSHIRE WITH MY NIECE.
SHE DID NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS UNTIL SHE WAS THERE. SHE HAS ROYALLY FUCKED UP MY WHOLE WORLD. MY LIFE REVOLVED AROUND THAT CHILD, AND NOW SHE'S GONE. I'M NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE ANY FEELINGS ABOUT THIS. I HAVE TO SIT STILL AND PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE SO NO ONE ASKS QUESTIONS ABOUT IT. I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO IS KEEPING IT TOGETHER RIGHT NOW, AND I CAN'T DO IT......
I just don't know how much longer I can keep this façade alive....
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