Numb, a four letter word that brings devastation.
I believe numb is but the pit of despair.
Its the last phase before the breaking point.
You see numb is to be emotionally exhausted.
The things you love seem irrelevant and too tiring to even do but theres this voice inside pushing you to keep going to not let anyone know just how numb you are.
I believe the breaking point is when you give up, you let the pain drag you down and isolate you and quite frankly you just can't feel a damn thing.
I'm personally at the point where something that is meant to hurt me just doesnt register you could say. I am too numb to react. It causes turmoil in my mind yes but I just can't seem to react. I go hours not letting the numbness leak through pretending that I'm fine but when I'm alone the nothingness consumes me. Its time like those where i wish i was sleeping beauty.
Nothing but sweet darkness enveloping the broken heart that resides in me.
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Thoughts Of A Paradox Heart
PoetryJust some of my thoughts and pain. Perhaps a bit poetic but its things i want to say but dont and by doing it this way im saying them. It might also have some poems made by me. T.L.S.M
