The cruelty of life

THE PAIN

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Why is it that they don't see the pain ?

The pain that they have caused !

The pain that lives within me,

growing every single day,

Drop by drop ,

Filling me with hate ,

Hate towards my fate

Hate towards my life .

My eyes , they seem to have swollen,

Dry because it seems all my tears are spent,

spent upon my pain during the night.

The Pain,

which pierces my soul everyday,

which breaks my heart into a million pieces every passing second ,

which seems to be my companion since childhood .

is this what i deserve ? the pain ?

is it my fate , my destiny to go through all this?

who'll answer my questions ?

for all i have is silence to face .

This pain ,

it seeps within my bones making me go stone cold,

stone cold , so that no harm comes again.

For any more addition to this pain ,

and what pieces i have left within me will be destroyed too ,

and then ,

then all that will be left behind will be a shell,

a shell that is the creation of my pain !

The pain which currently attacks my soul ,

Suffocating me till the time that it's hard for me to Breathe,

making me relive all the past tortures of my childhood,

making me judge my need in this world ,

making me want to just let go ,

just let go so that this all can finally get over ,

so that i can finally rest ,

rest without going through this pain ,

this pain which has been there constantly ,

taunting me with its cruel existence ,

making it hard to live .

so here i stand ,

wanting to end it all ,

but still standing all tall and gloomy for others to see,

while inside my whole being crumbles to the ground ,

but no !

i won't give in to this need ,

this need to let all this go ,

i'll stand tall ,

Much taller than this cruel pain ,

and hold on to life with all my wits ,

cause haven't we all heard it ?

it's what people say , huh ? Oh yes!

No pain , No gain .

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We all go through pain at some point in our lives .sometimes it just eats us alive ,

but we all must stand tall and face it .

luv you readers !!

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