The Jackass

Chapter 1

I remember the day vividly, he ripped my clothes off and touched me against my will. I was raped.

Since that day I changed. I used to be popular and flirty and always happy, I was friends with almost everyone in the year level. I was different though, I had brown hair (that I always dyed, but no one needed to know that), I wore quite a bit of makeup, and I didn't have any boobs then. That was a year ago.

I ended up being pregnant. Tragic, I know. I was only 16 and in high school. The popular girl falls pregnant in high school, everyone's heard that one before. But I was a virgin until that moment and planned to save my virginity for someone special, well I guess that plan failed, just like I did at school that year. I left halfway through the year.

I stayed home, we moved houses so there was an extra room, for my baby. Mum and Dad weren't mad, they were actually quite comforting, and my younger brother just made jokes about it non stop. One and a half years later and he still does.

My whole life came crashing down on that night I found out about my new little baby. I was petrified of what my future would bring as a teen mother.

Now that I actually had the baby and she was 4 months old. I loved her with all my life. I never thought that my world would come crashing down on me like this and then back up to 100% after her birth.

I named her Giselle Scarlett Amour. She took my last name of course. The name Giselle reminded me of a princess like the movie Enchanted. I wanted my baby girl to be known as a princess.

Over the year and a half that I was away from school, sitting at home, and caring for my own child, I had nothing else to do, so I gave myself a makeover, and not just a look makeover, but a life makeover.

I wanted to change, try to forget about the past.

I emptied my room, repainted my walls and got new furniture, I kept a classy white and grey theme with a sparkly chandelier and silver sparkly accessories. I replaced my whole wardrobe. Got rid of all my slutty clothes and see through shirts and skirts and replaced them with glamorous sequined skirts, preppy blazers with matching skirts and heels to match all my outfits. I bought matching handbags too. If I was to makeover my closet I had to replace everything, right!

When Giselle was asked about her mum, I wanted her to say she was sparkly and a princess.

I wanted to act more like a princess, more classy, more Audrey Hepburn. I ditched my snotty attitude and grammar range consisting of curse words and inappropriate comments, but obviously kept my confidence and a few sarcastic comment, a girl couldn't live without them.

I didn't want to be popular when I went back to school, yes I wanted to be fashionable, but I didn't want boys hanging off my shoulders every hour of the school day and girls all wanting to talk to me and be my friend. I just wanted a few close friends, that was something I didn't have before.

I was actually going back to school for the end of this year.

I am Blair Saffron Amour and this is how I boarded (a different) rollercoaster of life...

It was September and I was super nervous to go back. I had prepared my outfit, my shoes and also didn't die my hair brown. Ever since I found out I was pregnant I just couldn't be bothered and now live with my naturally blonde hair. It made me feel more like Cinderella, which I liked more anyway.

My hair was blow waved as I showered and styled it this morning. I did my makeup very natural, a colour of foundation that actually matched my skin, some pale pink eyeshadow that was of course sparkly, some mascara and a simple line of eyeliner, no wings or anything. Yes it sounded like a lot, but it didn't look cakey, it looked pretty natural.

I then put on my robe. It was pale pink satin and reached halfway down my thigh. There was fluff along the bottom and the sleeves which I loved.

I headed into Giselle's room, which matches mine may I add, and grabbed her out of bed. She was in a cute pale pink jumpsuit and wiggles around as I grabbed the Polaroid camera from beside her bed. I snapped a cute photo and waited for it to print. I then wrote on it with the sharpie I kept in the camera bag.

I cuddled her to my chest. And took her downstairs, leaving the photo in her room to dry.

I made my meal replacement shake while hopping Giselle up and down in the other arm. If I ate proper food in the morning I always felt sick, so I ate meal replacement shakes instead, it is good for my healthy lifestyle.

After I was done in the kitchen I went and dressed Giselle and placed her in with my brother so he could look after her while I got changed. We did this every morning.

I took my camera bag and locked myself in my room. I chose out an outfit I felt comfortable and looked good in and then matched the pink shoes and accessories. I grabbed my sunnies and car keys from my silver tray near my door and then went to Aiden's room. Oh yeah, I forgot, that's my brothers name.

He followed me outside with Giselle. I grabbed my handbag right before I got outside.

I posed for Aiden to take my photo of my outfit and then said goodbye to him and my beautiful baby girl.

I got in my black convertible, put on my sunnies and then wound the roof up. I wanted to be hidden on my first day. And I didn't want to draw any attention towards me. I turned on my car and then looked at my outfit photo. I loved it, not to sound arrogant or anything.

It wasn't too out there, but was fashionable. I plugged my phone into the aux and then drove to school, the one thing I hated more than my old outfit choices.

I was not prepared to be back at hell.

Authors Note:
Ta-Da, I'm magic! This is my new book, I hope you like it. I really hope that with each book I write they get better and better, but each new book I write gets more reads than the last which is good. If you like this book, follow me and be sure to check out my other books. I really like the start of this chapter, but feel like it went down hill from there. Anyways. Did you notice how in the first chapter there wasn't a boy (apart from dad or brother) mentioned, like Woah what are you doing? This is different. Haha
Anyways,
Xx An Average Teen Girl