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Its the spring rains again...
First thought that came to mind was joy ! In between the scorchy upcoming summer the rains seemed a ray of hope .
Looking through the window and enjoying the rain Meghla was in deep thoughts.Rain was soothing her out of the exam pressure..
It seemed so damn dramatic to her earlier..but when she herself is in the same lane..it was intriguing.
It was late in the evening that she realised that it was raining in march...AGAIN..
First reaction was hope..which was crushed..then it was self control..which once got ushered..then it was the feelings she again wanted to supress.

She scolded herself.."No, Meghla, you are strong and you dont feel anything! Its just your boredom surfacing."

Estranged thoughts, mixed emotions, everything was invading Meghna's mind unceremoniously. She told herself repeatedly to get a grip on herself.

Sadly, it was always in this matter that she overlooked her rock solid self control. It was like being the firefly..you know the fire is harmful, but still you jump into it, in response to a strong attraction.

Meghla, was fighting a battle with her emotions. I am sure, we all do this, when we are in our Ds.. Denial, Dilema, Disheartened.Her strong mind was resentful of the thought that she was vulnerable, but at the same time, the attraction she felt, was too strong to overcome.

Generally when love stories became a trend..Meghla was not its fan.
Meghla a girl in early twenties..bursting full of life was an uniqueness in herself.
She believed in positivity and thought everything has a good aspect to it.
Its not the typical case where..one incident changes her outlook..she remains the same and believes the same.

   Closing her eyes, Meghla took a deep breath and started studying...but couldnt concentrate. Her mind was escaping to the past, and she couldnt bring it back.She decided to relive the moments that initially seemed vague, but later had started to hold some importance. 

* A year and few months ago* 

As a college student, Meghla was in her epitome of business..but still she enjoyed & valued life.

Days were dazing by..and she was happy in her life with distant crushes, good looking men around. It was this time that something unexpected knocked her life.

Returning from college, she was fooling around with her  school friends, in thier group chat, when someome pinged her online.

Seeing the name of the person, she just smiled and..she guessed that she  knew the context  of the ping.

Meghla was never a person to shy away.She thought a while...and decided to answer the text.She opened the message, read it for a while.She was a bit unsure about her reply, but decided to go with her gut feelings.

Harmless texting wont be too bad, and plus this was  nothing serious.

Authors note: Lets see if I get any reponse..it'll continue.