It's been days since we've spoken.
I don't know if I did something wrong or if something happened with you.I don't understand why but I miss you even though you aren't mine to miss.
You aren't mine at all, but without you I feel lost.
I feel like a veteran who's lost a limb in battle.
Where once was my heart, now is nothing but longing.
Longing for something back I never had in the first place.
And that's the worse type of longing because you know you never had a chance in the first place.
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