When You Feel

How To Be Confused

What is this.

This - feeling - is not always here;

it comes and goes as it pleases,

regardless of who is near

or gone.

So how am I to know.

There is no rational explanation,

no meaning except

that which I wish to be

both true

and yet not true.

Hate does not describe

how I feel about this feeling.

I do not understand how to feel about it.

I do not understand how

I feel.

That's what it comes down to.