Goodbye

Chapter 1

Woah this picture looks good i'll post it on my instagram. *1 like Emma.Quinn😜😊* She liked it first again, she always likes my pictures first on instagram. Does she like me? No she has a boyfriend there's no way, but maybe she does. She is cute but her boyfriend would kill me if he knew I liked her. It's a good thing we don't go to the same school, ah this is gonna be risky screw it i'll do it.
"Hey"
"Hey"
Oh god she replied keep it together Peter breath in and out
"What's up?"
It's been thirty minutes and she hasn't replied was this a bad time? Did she decide not to talk to me?
"Nothing much, just playing with my nephew Wbu?"
"Oh that sounds fun i'm just watching a movie."
"That's awesome what movie?"
"The first Aliens Movie."
Oh my god what am I saying, that's so nerdy she's gonna think i'm a nerd, dang it me. what's wrong with me?
"Oh that's a good movie, I have a bad headache 😞''"
"Aw that sucks I hate headaches."
She's not replying I guess the conversations over well that went better than expe-
"So what're you doing now 😊"
"Same thing wbu?"
"Playing skyrim"
She plays skyrim oh my god I love skyrim
"*Gasp* you play skyrim?"
"Yes I love skyrim i'm obsessed with it"
"Lol me too it's the best game ever."
"I know right!😂"
Now what do I say i'm not good at continuing conversations? Should I wait for her or should I just I don't know.
"I think my boyfriend hates me"
"Why do you say that."
"He loves games more than me like literally last time I went to his house he just played games and talked to his friends like half the time I was there."
"That's terrible have you talked to him about this?"
"Yeah I told him hey turn off the game I wanna cuddle he didn't even listen to me."
"He shouldn't do that he's got an amazing, beautiful girlfriend at his house and he chooses a game over you ridiculous you're way more important than a game"
Oh no that's a risky text crap she's gonna think i'm flirting and probably hate me or tell her boyfriend.
"Do you mean that?"
"Yeaaaa."
"Thank you, that literally just made my day😄"
"I'm glad to be able to do that😊"
"It feels so good to hear that from someone(You) who actually thinks i'm beautiful and a great person and you speak the truth yeah I get it games are fun but it's ruining the relationship I should be more important than a game."
"You should chat with him about this yeah I understand that games are really fun but even with my ex i'd stop the game to text or call her. But if you don't want to talk to him I could any time."
"Thank you very much you're so nice I think I should talk to him myself because if you were to do it he'd wonder why i'm talking to another guy."
"You're welcome it feels good knowing that i'm making another person happy, i'm usually depressed all the time and knowing that I can make someone's day it just cheers mine up. But if y0u ever need me to talk to him I will."
"Why are you always depressed, sorry if i'm being nosey I just want to make sure you're okay if you need to get anything off your chest go ahead and tell me i'm here for you."
"Well it's just been how my last relationship ended."
"How'd it end if you want to tell me it'll probably help with your problem."
"Uh well we became distant so I broke it off she didn't cry about it or get sad all she said was I won't find another boyfriend as good as you literally a week later she's saying the same thing to another guy a whole year with someone who didn't even love me! As soon as I heard that I burned everything I got her and what she got me hoping that it would burn it out of my head but it's still here!"
"I'm so sorry that mustve hurt really bad."
"It did but pasts the past and I need to get over it."
"Sometimes the past is hard to overcome, you just need a person to talk you through it, i'll be that person always."
"Thanks Emma I needed that."
"Any time i'm here for you Peter."
"And i'm here for you😁"
Wow she's amazing it's only been a day and I can't help but trust everything to her. That's never happened, I have to tell her what's on my mind.
"Hey Emma"
"Yeah Peter?"
"I have something i've been wanting to tell you and it's kind of a reason i've been so nervous to text you."
"Nervous to talk to me? What do you need to tell me?"
"Ever since a friend told me to follow you on instagram i've always thought you were pretty and well I just thought?"
"Thought what?"
I have this huge crush on you I know you have a boyfriend and all but I just needed to tell you that I like you like a lot:DELETED
I can't tell her god i'm such a chicken well I need to tell her something but what, oh wait i've got it
"Well you recently put up a picture of you without makeup and I just thought you look amazing without it, you look a lot better without it."
"I'm sorry"
"For what?"
"For wearing makeup."
"Oh you don't need to apologize you look amazing either way I was just saying that you look ugh i'm sorry."
"It's okie i'm just insecure and sensitive about that stuff."
"Oh i'm sorry i'll need to remember that"
"Well thanks I guess for saying that. Oh crap it's that late I need to head to bed."
"Oh ok goodnight."
It's only seven at night and she didn't say goodnight crap I screwed up why would I say that i'm so stupid god well there's goes my chances with her.