Me and my thoughts

Fear...

I'm such an egoist
I want you but i can't have you
You wanted me and i did too
But i was too afraid to risk my sanity
Just now i realized that you are mine
I know i can't have you 
Please don't leave me
I promise i'll stay
I promise i won't run
But there u go
And my sanity goes with you..

Fear enveloped my soul the day of your confession
I didn't want to lose you yet I couldn't have you
The light you had in ur eyes disappeared
And i was the reason...

But now you found someone else
And We, we drifted away
Now you stand in the opposite side of the cold river...
With her...
Too far to reach, Too far to hear
How I'm screaming your name
Begging you to want me again

On the ground you left me
No way of standing up
Regretting the day i let you go
Fear...

I run from what scares me
I run from what gets too close
I run from my happiness...