Remember Me

Chapter 22

Justin's P.O.V.

3 Days Later

Waking up in the hospital wasn't the best thing for me right now. I was angry and pissed off. I don't know why, I just woke up like this. I looked at the clock and it was already noon. We've been here about 5 days now and I really just wanna go home to my nice and clean bed.

I looked at the door and it was wide open. I hate that. I got up and went to close it before a nurse stopped me.

"This has to stay open for now" She smiled as her arm blocked the way of me closing it.

"Why?" I asked annoyed.

"The doctor requested it." She walked off as I sighed and went back to my bed. I rubbed my eyes to try and wake me up, but it was pointless. I barley got any sleep for the few nights because of all these lights! They need to shut some of them off.

I stood back up and walked over to my suitcase that my mom brought. I went through it looking for a pair of black jogging pants and a plain white t-shirt. I also grabbed a towel, shampoo, a wash cloth and soap with anew pair of boxers and socks. Closing my bag and walking into the bathroom, I began to strip, turning on the shower to let the water warm up. I put my stuff in the shower and put my dirty clothes on the counter.

I stepped in, letting the hot water ht my soft skin. stood there and let it run down my body, attempting to rinse out all my emotions but it didn't work. I wet my cloth and added soap, beginning to scrub my arms and chest.

As I got down to my legs, I noticed my scars. It reminded me that didn't add one for Gill. I wasn't planning too since he was in no way innocent or worth it, but it was my rule.

I continued washing my body, rinsing it as I went along. I wet my hair, massaging my head with shampoo and quickly washing it out. Turning the water off, I stepped out onto the mat and wrapped the towel, drying myself off and wiping my hair. I put on my boxers then looked in the mirror. If I'm gonna add it, then I should do it now.

I opened the door and walked fast to my bag, searching through it. There's nothing I could really use, but there was my brush. The end was plastic. If I could just smash it, it could be useful.

It scared me knowing I was going to do this again. I haven't done it in 14 months, just knowing I could break that... It's something I can't take back.

I shook my head and threw the brush back in my bag.

Turning around and seeing Aubrey in my doorway, made me get a tingling sensation in my stomach. A smile took over my face as I ran over to her, picking her up and spinning her around. Her small giggle filled the room, making my heart fill with joy.

I was happy seeing her, since it's been almost 2 days that they kept us apart.

"I missed you so much" She held onto me tightly as I put her gently on the ground, still hugging her.

"I missed you too baby" I smiled as I kissed her cheek, the her jaw line, then her neck. Continuing to place small kisses all over her, the nurse walked in.

"Clothes on, Mr. Bieber" She rolled her eyes. I sighed and released Aubrey, walking into the bathroom and sliding on my shirt and then my jogging pants. I left everything else in there because I would be back later on.

Coming out of the bathroom and only seeing the nurse made me panic.

"Where'd she go?" I asked looking around the hall way.

"If you put on some socks and shoes, I'll take you to you're session" Her hands were on her hips and she had the same smile on her face since I got admitted. I breathed out, going back to get my socks and put them on. I went out and slid on my shoe's, walking after the nurse to the room.

We walked in and I saw the same people from last time sitting in the same chair's. I sat down next to Aubrey, kissing her cheek as she smiled.

"I need to talk to you after" I whispered in her ear. She nodded her head and gripped my hand.

"Hello guys, how are you today?" Nurse Bennett asked before she took a sip of her coffee. No one answered, we just all stared at her. "Okay, well today we are gonna start off with Kaylie." She smiled at a girl who looked around 16. "Kaylie, why don't you tell the group why you're here" She smiled at her. She looked up and looked around the room before speaking.

"I don't wanna talk" She breathed out.

"It will help" Bennett smiled.

"No it won't" She replied.

"Please, just tell us why you're here"

"Because I told my therapist how I felt and she sent me here" Kaylie said annoyed.

"I understand why you're frustrated, but no need to get angry" She warned her. She sat there still, waiting for her next instructions. "Do you feel like you were forced here?" She asked, looking down at her clip board.

"Yes." She replied flatly.

"By who?"

"My therapist." She rolled her eyes just at the thought of her therapist. Bennett paused, silence took over the crowded room for two minutes as she wrote some jots down on her papers.

"Why do none of you wanna talk?" Nurse Bennett asked, beginning to get heated up. "You're here to get help and talk about stuff, not to sit down and listen to each other breathing" She shook her head. "When I ask you to say something, you will say it or I will just keep you here until you do." She put down her coffee and wrote something down. "Now, Kaylie. What happened before your appointment?" We all stared at Kaylie, waiting to see what she would do.

"Um, I went out with some friends and we smoked. And I guess that brought out some feelings so I let them all out in my appointment"

"Okay, and what did you smoke? weed, cigarettes?" Bennett asked, getting her pen ready to write something down.

"Weed."

"So you went to your appointment high, what did your parents think about that?"

"They didn't care" She shrugged her shoulders.

"Are you sure? They didn't seem disappointed or upset to you?" Bennett took a sip of her coffee and placed it back on the ground.

"Well I don't know, I guess"

I sighed. With answers like this we are never getting out of here. I think I did the same thing but at least my thing was interesting. Everybody goes to their appointments high.

I looked to my left and Aubrey sat there starring at the ground. She was thinking of something and she was becoming sad by it.

"We're gonna leave soon, okay?" I whispered in her ear with a smile on my face, hoping that she'll stop thinking about whatever it is.

"Yeah" She nodded her head and looked over at me. "We are."