Story of- Violet Stevens

~When She Cries~

Violet's P.O.V

I've been sitting here looking at this blank page for the last twenty minutes not sure what to write.My Uncle Ben suggested that I start to write a journal I can't tell you how much i hate this idea but i promised him i would start today so here it goes...

Dear stupid journal,My name Is Violet Stevens I am 17 years old and i live in Cape Town, South Africa.I have been living here for the last 15 years of my life.Before i lived here in Cape Town i lived in Austin,Texas.I think about moving back when i'm older.I guess if im going to be writing in this stupid thing i might as well tell you my invisible readers a little more about me. I hide away most of the day locked in my bedroom with my laptop and headphones to drown out the rest of the world the best that i possibly can because i can't handle the real world around me.Every time I turn around it just seems like everything is getting worse by the second so i refuse to even acknowledge those around me or the events happening around me.I have a little sister named Cassandra but I call her Cassy. Cassy is the sweetest little person you would ever meet.Shes 6 years old and we both live with our so called "Father" Named Ronald.Ronald is a complete asshole that i absolutely hate.Ronald is a piece of shit! I... I have to stop writing for now I guess since he is banging at my door at the moment I'll write about the reasons why Ronald and I hate each other tonight when I can Goodbye for now.

Violet closes her Journal and walks over to her Purple bed and puts the journal under her mattress then walks over to the door before opening it she takes in a deep breath and clenches her fists together tightly and breaths for ten seconds then puts her hand on the cold door knob and opens the door as she is now face to face with her father.

"Your supper is ready Violet"Ronald says

 "I'm not hungry yet,I'll eat la-"

"I don't want you to say that you'll eat later you will come down and you will eat now!"

"I'm not hungry!"

"Now Violet"

"No i told you ill eat later"

Ronald gets closer to Violet and grabs her shirt pulling her towards him.

"Now" He says as he hauls her down the hallway and down the stairs to the dinning room

Cassandra sits their quietly eating her Potato's and Steak not letting her eyes leave her plate as she knows that her dad and her sister are fighting again.

"Let go of me!" Violet says when she is near the table she takes her hands places them on Ronald's chest and pushes him as hard as she can

"Violet if you would just listen to me i wouldn't have to drag you down like this!" 

"You don't ever listen to how i feel do you! Maybe there are reasons i don't listen to you Ronald!"

Ronald takes his large hand and slams it across her face as hard as he could leaving a large red hand print across her small white face.

"My name is not Ronald it's DAD!"

"You will never be my father you son of a bitch!"

Ronald slaps her again with the same force then points to her plate

"Eat then i want you to go straight to your room do i make my myself clear Stevens"

"Yeah..." Violet says biting down on her lip as she picks up the fork that was laid out beside her plate she starts eating her food forcing it to go down. chocking a bit between bites she takes a quick swig of her glass of water which was also laid out for her. She finishes and then rises from the table slowly giving a look of assurance to her sister.Violet pushes in her chair then walks up the carpeted stairs into the bathroom where she locks the door and sinks to the floor next to the toilet.

She pulls her hair back in the elastic band she had around her writs and looks at her reflection in the water in the toilet bowl.She sticks her index finger down her throat.Her eyes start to become watery but nothing comes out all she does is gag.She sticks her fingers further down her throat this time a burning sensation burns her throat as a hot liquid comes pouring out of her mouth into the toilet she coughs slightly as the vomit comes out.She continues to puke for a few minutes.After she feels as if she has vomited enough she gets up and flushes the toilet and turns on the tap.She grabs her Blue tooth brush and spreads tooth paste on the bristles and then brushes her teeth clean destroying the taste that vomiting always left.

Violet walks over towards the door knob and unlocks it,as she goes to walk out of the bathroom she is nose to nose with her father once again.

"You did it again didn't you violet!"

"You will never understand! Never!"

Ronald Grabs her and pulls her into her room and throws her down on the bed.

"You are going to learn that you can't keep doing that Violet!" He says as he slaps her hard

"Stop please!" Violet pleads

Ronald ignores her pleads for help and pulls her up towards him and turns her towards him.He rips off her belt and throws it to the floor.

"No stop! You're not doing this again....Stop it!" Violet screams as she hits him over and over again.

"Stop trying to fight it Violet you never win! Just take your punishment like a women!"

"No please...Stop!"Violet cries.

Ronald turns her around forcing her face into the bed with his left foot as her peels her jeans off of her and throws them to the floor.

"Look at this Violet,You barley have an ass at all!"

"Stop.." Violet says muffled by the bed sheets.

Ronald brings his hand back and then hits her bottom very hard over and over and over again leaving his hand print red across her butt.

"Ouch! Stop!"

"You think i'm close to done! You haven't listened every time i do this! I have to do worse this time Violet you brought this on yourself!" Ronald says as he takes off her white and pink panties sticking them in her mouth.He takes her belt and puts them around her wrists then throws her further on the bed.She looks at him with terrified eyes,shaking her head no as she looks up at him.

"I'm sorry Violet,I really am...but you're never going to stop this if i don't do this"

Ronald says as he takes his own pants off he kicks his shoes to the side of the bed and throws his worn out jeans to the left side of her bed and then removes his black boxers. He then teaches her the "lesson" she will never forget.Ronald leaves her after about 25 minutes he picks up his clothes and and takes off the belt and lets her wrists free and leaves her in her room as she is crawled up on her bed crying.

Violet sits on her bed naked with her knees up to her chest crying and shaking from the inside of her body to the outside.Her face becomes red and hot as her mascara fell down her face and she tried to muffle her screams into her pillow.

~Does anyone hear me when i cry~