I am my greatest enemy
This is my culpability.
I look in the mirror
And all I see is a writ of error.
Locked in the prison of my mind
Afraid that I'll be left behind.
Won't ask for help, too much pride
Or just don't want to show the fear inside.
Don't care about what people think of me
But terrified I am of what I see.
Not smart, Not dumb, not driven, nor strung
Nor happy, nor sad, nor good and not bad.
I am just, and that is what I hate,
Weak Willed, like fish starting at bait.
And so I struggle
Caught in my bubble.
An endless tussle
With my head muscle.
I write this rhyme to face my insecurity
And hope by the end to see some clarity.
In this life's ruthless tyranny
I am my greatest enemy.
