YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE OK! I'M AT THAT POINT IN LIFE WHERE I DON'T CARE. I DON'T FRICKING CARE IF I DIE tomorrow OK. I'm just so done and so stressed I'm so tired of crying. I want to sleep but I can't and I'm just so done with everything already. I done trying to be honest. Oh dear god I can hear my stomach growling. Maybe going two weeks without any food was a bad idea huh? But want to know something.. I don't care. I'm ready just to stop everything. I can't even talk to my friends about it because they don't care. No matter how many times they say it I know they don't cause they don't really ask questions. What would do if your friend was doing anything to hide their thighs huh? I told them about me shoving my fingers down my throat and they just joke around with it but don't you FRICKING get it I'm not joking I want help I don't know anymore I'm breaking down I'm just so done I feel like there's a black whole in my heart and it just keeps getting bigger until it over takes my body and I really feel it has cause I DON'T FEEL HAPPY ANYMORE I SMILE BUT I DON'T WANT TO AND UGH I'M NOT OK AND I NEVER REALLY FELT I EVER HAVE BEEN AND AHHHH..
...ok so it's the next day and I'm sorry about that I'm just..done
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