Random toughts and writings

suicide

I'm sorry that this is my first subject in here.   I just think people should read this. 
I don't want anyone to get mad, sad or angry. This is my opinion about suicide.

I know how it is to want to die, to try to die.
And it's horrible.
But I swear it can get better, even if it's not happening in a day,month ir maybe even year. 
Suicide is not the answer.
There are many people caring about you, and if you don't show them that you're depressed or if you don't tell them it's gonna be even worse for them to see your dead body without life in it.
I've been through a really close persons death.
  And that person didn't give me any signs about depression or planning suicide.
  Then suddenly that person left.
That person died and I was in so much pain I wanted to die too.
I just say that before you do it, just think. 
Think that you have people caring about you.
I know I'm just some random person to you but I swear it's worth it.
Even if it hurts.
Life is not unicorns and candycotton clouds even if we hope it would be. It's cruel and full if pain and feelings.
But you get this one change to go through this.   To experience things, feelings to share things with others.
  And I swear no one wants to see you dead. No one.
I swear it gets better.  It may take time.
But stay strong.