Love is a losing game
Love can a be shame
I know of a fool
You see
For that fool is me
Tell me why, why, why
Tell me why
Why do birds sing so gay?
And lovers await the break of day?
Why do they fall in love?
Why does my heart skip a crazy beat?
Befo...
So ji has been gone gor a month now he usually calls but today he came by
Him:hey baby doll Me:hey i missed you *kisses him*
Him:*just looks at her*
I definitely got back on my feet with the help of my friends im pretty steady now
Me:ji baby
Him:im sorry but you just look so damn beautiful right now
Me:thank you
Him:*grabs her hands*im sorry for hurting you i love you baby with everything in me...remember*smiles*
That smile kills me every time
Me:*smiles* yea i remember Him:come on we leaving Me:were Him:just pack your stuff Me:okay
And off we went we got further and further from our apartment that evil apartment it was full energy and bad spirits but we finally got there in Manhattan a beautiful house
Him:see it's not mine i have a...roommate Me:okay it's fine Him:*smiles*lets go
It was beautiful every thing like a brand new world we went up to his room to talk
Him:baby i've missed you so much*kisses ny neck* Me:mmm ji is that really a good idea now Him:im sorry but i miss you i miss making love to you baby*kisses me again*
He had nothing but lust and love in his eye's but i couldn't give it up so easily
Me:lets go to the pool
He sighed and said fine the we left i got changed in my in bikini
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Showing the tatto i got on my arm completely
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Ji:oh so you got a tatto Me:yea Ji:*smiles*it's pretty Me:thanks ji
And we got in the pool we swam and talked til it was dark
Ji:come here Me:*sits on his lap* Ji:*roughly kisses her*you are the most beautiful smartest funniest girl i know i love you mick Me:*smiles*i love you too ji
We got out of the pool went to the house took a shower got dressed in our pjs and went to bed
Ji's pov...
I watched her sleep,she looked so peaceful she deserves so much more than what i can offer right now but i cant let go no matter how far i get i always come back she's my drug speaking of drugs I've been trying to get off too it's not going too well tho i just hope one day i can be strong enough to stop for her i left for so long to peruse my rapping career it's actually pretty good now I'm going to tell you guys something you may hate me for........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... ............................................................................................................................................................ .............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. ........................... ................... .........................................................................................................................................
this isn't my house and i dont have a 'roommate' this is Marie's house she let me stay here she got the wrong message and kind of thought we were getting back together i can't tell mick cause she'll just hate me again i just got her back i cant lose her again juggling 2 women at the same time is a lot of work but i actually love mickey i plan on marrying her but with marie it's pure lust just a fuck and duck to be honest but she wanted it to be more i just went with it i needed a place to stay i started to think about mick i had to have her I'll admit im selfish as hell i know i we're toxic when we're together she falls apart but i need her i can't breathe without her i felt like i was going to die i love her but i can't stop hurting her im stuck in love
